Well I seem to be doing better since I moved from where I lived for most of my life. I do better here without reminders straring me in my face. The only drawback..is I left all my family, and friends..seemed like I had to do this to get beyond my divorce. She just reloaded...remarried and kept on going without any thought. So coldhearted...I don't understand it...though I am done trying to figure it out. To those who need someone to talk to...I am here...I feel your pain..divorced dads...or dumped or jilted mothers...its all the same.