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Journal Entry for March 11, 2008 Mood

Tuesday, March 11, 2008

Been a very, very hard day for all of us today. We took some balloons up to Matthew's graveside for him and a couple of cuddly toys - but what we really wanted to do, we couldn't. It's just not fair - he should be enjoying his 2nd birthday with a birthday tea and cake and gifts. Sorry, I don't mean to go on but it's just the way I'm feeling at the moment.

Aaron, Mollie and Ella each wrote him a little note and we put it into some helium filled balloons and sent them off into the air after school today. Unfortunately, the weather here is awful at the moment, we have 80 mile an hour winds, rain, etc, etc - it just couldn't get any worse.

I hope I feel better tomorrow and I hope the sun will shine.

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Keeping you and your family in my thoughts and prayers. Big Hugs

LaylaF
I am so sorry that you have to go through this.

Leosmommy
I am so sorry, these days are so tough.

JoleneL
Don't appologize, you are totally right, and yes it is very unfair, sending your family hugs today!

NickNicksmommykitkat
just wanted to let you know that you and your family are in my thoughts and prayers. god bless. hugs.

jakobe
i'm so sorry sweetie - sending big hugs and prayers your way.

Mommy2Ethan
You have every right to feel this way. You lost the most precious thing in the world to you and your family. I am sending hugs and a prayer!!

sadmacindy
I'm so sorry, I'm glad you were able to do a little something.

Moosesmom
None of it is fair, days we should celebrate are now the days we dread....my thoughts and prayers are with you.

KellySL
I understand completely. My son's 1st birthday is coming up and I am a nervous wreck about it.
Big hugs to you sweetie!

AngelChristiansMommy