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Journal Entry for May 1, 2008 Mood
Thursday, May 1, 2008

Not been feeling too good the last few days - Matthew's Angel Day is coming up on Saturday, 3rd May, and I am so not looking forward to it.  I just cannot believe that it has been a whole year since we lost him - where has all this time gone?

 

I miss him so very much and feel so sad at the moment, can't stop crying - I seem to be on my own as well - as Paul my hubby is always working and I never hardly see him anymore - I love my kids so much, but it's very lonely when I sit on my own in the evenings - it's bad enough during the daytime when the kids are at school - I have to get out or like today, keep myself busy or I feel I will just go mad!!

 

 

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  1. taylorsmumandad

    i found the days leading up to tays angel day the worst..just dreading the unknown and so sad that i was still here a year on without her..my thoughts are with you and your family hunny xxxx


    taylorsmumandad

  2. dorothiec

    I just went through Haven's days. Please know I am here. Only some advice. Plan something to remember your angel. Plan something nice for yourself. Hugs!


    dorothiec

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