is feeling OK
I long to love life and appreciate it for all its beauty. Instead, I often find myself lost in deep darkness, too far in to see the light. I am a sophomore in college, just trying (like everybody else) to figure out who I am and where I am going.
I truly enjoy traveling. The next best thing is reading: what else can take one so deep into other worlds and other lives and move the soul so much? What else can make one experience everything and more, without ever leaving home or spending too much money? I also love music. It can be so diverse and deep, and can portray the sounds of the very soul. Apparently, I also love poetry. :-)
July 31, 2008 9:40am
It has been quite a while since I've logged into this website. I went through another bad phase. For more than a month, I felt lost in the …
May 29, 2008 8:28pm
As of tomorrow...I'll be in Ireland! I'll be back june 7.
That's what friends are for!
No apologies necessary, just glad to hear from you! Yea I'm doing great, whats new with you?
Hey hey hey! It's been forever how ya doin????
ill try! thanks for your support :)
why the roller coaster of emotion though? Just because or did something happen?
I have been lost for a while now, but I'm starting to find my way back. Depression can be a dark and terrible beast that you may never understand, but it can be tamed. If you believe that, you can fight. That's where I am right now...fighting.
I'm in my second semester of college, and even though I am doing well, it is very stressful. Looking to the future and what I'm going to do after college is worse.
I've never been to a doctor for this because I don't know how to ask for help. I put on a very good act around people, so no one reaches out to me either. It's been a few years and I don't know how much more I can take. I will keep fighting.
I want to stay a virgin until I'm married, but there is so much pressure. It is very difficult.
I began cutting because it brought relief. It gave physical expression to the emotional pain I was feeling, and somehow seeing it lessened the pain, even if only for a while. Now, I am trying to stop and be happier. I'm looking at the positives in life. There have been temptations and very low points, but I am getting better. Maybe it will last.
