socc951's Journal

update on me, triggering thou:

well, i had a bad relapse on the 27th. I was one hour away from being two weeks free, and i failed. I started with 3 dents, and then decided what the heck, to cut anyways. Wow, there's a big difference between my method and actually cutting. Cutting I found hurts much less, but it also bleeds, and bleeds more too. Mine wouldn't stop bleeding for like 20 mins. And for the little amount that i did cut, it bled pretty good. I was surprised at the amount that did come out. All in all, I like my method better. There's no mess. It's much more "mobile". I've cut in classes many times. No one even notices.  ~Socc~