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I have a sneaky feeling I'm pregnant, only because....I can't stop thinking about babies, it seems all the books I read, and all anyone ever seems to mention to me, is babies. My boss was telling me yesterday "people exadurate how expensive babies are, they're not THAT expensive, theyre only expensive when they get older". Maybe I'm running ahead of myself, surely just because your thinking about babies doesn't mean your pregnant?
But if I was, (and this is totally rebellious of me to say this seeing as I am at university and I'm supposed to be SMART and I have my whole life ahead of me blah blah blah) I would (horror of horrors) keep it.
Being penniless and 21 was good enough for my grandparents, so why am I any different? I think people over complicate things, if I was pregnant, which due to my late period...I might be...why would it be so wrong to keep it?
I'm against abortion, I'm PRO-choice but against abortion for my own personal decision. I always think I would regret it for ever if I had an abortion, but no one ever regrets a baby. I'm in a happy relationship, albeit its only been going for a year.
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ill never be the same as any one else, I'll always be impulsive, crazy. I'll never be able to plan my life farther than a few months. its a difficult thing to think about. When I begin to try and explain what it feels like to be crazy everyone loses track of what im talking about. Being crazy is like being filled up with a big ink blot that you want to step into. Its like being in a nightclub, the stobe lighting blocks out things and makes them look more interesting at the same time. Everything is jerky, amazing dance moves, everybody talks louder. Everybody talks a load of shit because they're drunk. Thats what its like in my head.
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Hang in there Sleepy.
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im srry u r feeling horrible. im here for u just drop me a message, keep journal its good for u. love annie
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hey you can do it, just plan how long you can then, just get use to a good routine and in time you will do it. xxx
Well, I think I've had a nervous breakdown or something simular. All of a sudden my brain just said "no" and I haven't done anything since. I haven't been to work, haven't really been washing or talking or...anything. Luckily my boss is really sweet and understanding about it. I hope I get well soon too. It feels like my brain has flu or something. As you can see from my lack of words I don't feel much like talking about it.
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hey i really hope things imrpove for you, im so sorry to hear this happenes, its a godsend that you have a great boss, stick in there, dont hate yourself, just try and relax just watch tv and chill, i pray things will get better for you. xxx
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The only problem with having a baby is that it limits what you can do and makes what your currently doing all that much harder. But if you are then CONGRATS!!!! A baby is always a miracle. Eric
weinere46
get a pregnCY TEST
askannie2000
I think it is wonderful to save a life. Raising a child however, requires a complete change in your life style, good health,child care and you will need financial help among other issues. Good luck.
al67