Journal Entry for February 23, 2008
February 23, 2008 1:19am
I dont know if I will ever get over this.. I miss Ayinson so much.. I think abut him so much.. I wonder if I will find love again.. not even just …
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Carmen3883
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About Me
I am 24 years old. live in Lincoln, Ne. My father is from Venezuela.. where I lived for 8 and a half years.. it was an interesting time where I learned a lot. I love my family and friends.
Interests
I love Judo.. after 10 years of not training I went back a few months a go and I love it.. I could not imagine my life with out it now.. it gives me a great work out and it gives me confidence and it just makes me feel good.. I love it.. once you find a sport you love you cant live without it!!
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Journal Entry for January 4, 2008
January 4, 2008 11:29pm
I miss him
Last night I had the strangest dream about Ayinson.. I was in his house.. with his family.. and yet my old roommate who never met him …
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Journal Entry for October 24, 2007
October 24, 2007 12:55am
Today has been a pretty good day.. I went to work.. after wards I came home for a bit then went to Judo.. that was great I am sore and it feels …
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Journal Entry for October 22, 2007
October 22, 2007 1:12am
Today has been a pretty good day for the most part.. pretty normal..
but tonight I miss Ayinson.. I miss him so much I want to cry I …
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Journal Entry for October 20, 2007
October 20, 2007 3:46pm
today is beautiful outside.. I went to Judo class this morning got my but kicked it ws great!! I landed on my sholder wrong so it hurts a little but …
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Close Widows & Widowers
Ayinson was not my husband. He was my best friend, my soul mate. I knew him since I was about 8 and since we were very close. he passed a way in Sep. of '06. I don't know what to do. we had so many plans and they are just gone. like that.. gone.. I miss him so much and I still love him. I think I always will.
Close Diets & Weight Maintenance
I was really thin until I was about 15 then I moved back to the states and got depressed and gain lots of weight now I want to lose it. it has been way to long. almos 10 years.. I want to lose about 50 lbs.
Treatments
- Eating Healthier Foods Working / Worked
- I cut out drinking for 3 weeks and that helped a lot.. now its only the occasional drink... not as often as I used to.
- Physical Exercise Working / Worked
- I enjoy running and jogging.
Open Families & Friends Affected By Suicide
my best friend has tried to commit suicide more than once, recently was taking pills, 20 of them. I am not sure what to do.. She has agreed to talk to some one and I am setting up a doctors visit for her.. but besides that I am not sure what else I can do to help her..
Open Healthy Relationships
I'm Carmen, just want to meet people to talk to... I am single, and have been for a while..
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