Journal Entry for October 5, 2007
October 5, 2007 12:24am
its my birthday today, and i feel so empty inside, i know im going to have to put a good face on when everyone gets up but it hurts so much.
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sylviaG
is feeling Horrible
About Me
recently widowed, lost and lonely
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my son, reading, spirituality being kind to others
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Journal Entry for October 3, 2007
October 3, 2007 2:02am
i have been staying with my family for a few days now not on the farm, just trying to get some me time but not being on my own.
my brother and wife …
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Journal Entry for September 30, 2007
September 30, 2007 1:44am
my name is sylvia, im 36. my husband had an accident on our farm on 1st of september, we think he fell off the quad bike ! he was on the road …
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I hope you are ok.
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I thought you might need a hug. You are continually in my prayer.
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I'm sorry you are having such a rough time with your husband's family. Do you own the house or do they? They don't seem to have a "heart" left. They must be blaming your husband's passing on the farm? Well, I'm here and I love you. Gotta get ready for church. Love, Betty
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Hi Sylvia: My name is Denita; you can get acquainted with me by reading my page if you like. I have written a small book for those who have lost loved ones. I give it away at this site as a gift. If you would like a copy, just let me know and I will send it to you. denita
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Happy Birthday to you, Sylvia! I know this will be a hard day for you, but please hang in there. You are feeling the deepest grief you can feel after a sudden death....and this is the period when the pain is the most intense. I know in you head you know that, but your heart is still broken, so, please just hang in there and do what you can. Rest awhile and then, go to that harverst deal for your son, not anyone else. If you mother in law is there, be pleasant and just stay as long as you can .....for your son. Then, excuse yourself with something light and come home or go to your girlfriend's house from last night, but if it's uncomfortable for you, you can gracious remove yourself without having them say awful things to you. They just don't sound like they temper anything they say or even think about it so, my take on that is to graciously remove myself and don't let them get to you emotionally, but on your birthday, I'd suggest not being totally alone so the depression doesn't hit again. It's your day so, spend it like you want to. I'm here off and on today so, write back when you can. Lots of love, Betty
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Close Bereavement
Type: Loss of a Partner/Spousemy husband died on the 10th of september after falling off a quad bike while on our farm, the accident was on the 1st he died on the 10th. to some people you would think the dog had died not my husband and his family members loss is worse than mine because they knew him longer
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- Crying Too Soon to Tell
- sometimes i feel better but drained so i sleep
- Getting Angry Too Soon to Tell
- dont feel any better just worse
- Keeping Busy Working / Worked
- my family find things for me to do or are just there for me
- Scrapbooking Considering
- i really want to but cant get started yet
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- when you have a true friend they are worth their weight in gold
- Talking Too Soon to Tell
- i dont feel that im being heard sometimes, depends who im talking to
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