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THE BEANS STUCK!!!!! Mood
Monday, August 18, 2008

Or at least one did! I am so excited & shocked. I had myself convinced with a negative HPT that I was not PG...but my RE has confirmed otherwise! My 6dpET was 34, 8dpET was 75! My clinic said those are wonderful numbers. I go back in 10 days for another beta & then they will schedule my 1st u/s!!!!

 

Lord, thank you for answering my prayers! I know this is only the first hurdle during this journey, but I have faith that you will walk with me, guide me & lift me up during this frightening yet wonderful time in my life. Please continue to bless my friends here on DS with their dreams of motherhood...with You all things are possible! In Jesus' most Holy name I pray, Amen!

 

Cupcake & Hope ~ mommy still loves you no matter what! I know that both of you, my little angels, will watch over this pregnancy....keep this pregnancy safe! Always in my heart!!!

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  1. melissaas

    Congratulations!!!!! You remain in my thoughts & prayers!!! Melissa xxx


    melissaas

  2. Lioness816

    Amen! Praying for a healthy pregnancy!


    Lioness816

  3. MerandJR

    congratulations! we will continue to pray and maybe I will one day feel that happiness too.


    MerandJR

  4. GemmCass

    Congratulations.. I will keep the prayers and positive vibes sailing your way!


    GemmCass

  5. AshleyPenelope

    Congrats--that's awesome news!


    AshleyPenelope

  6. cshell22

    Wonderful news! I am so happy for you. You are in my prayers and thank you for praying for all of us.


    cshell22

  7. karinmaep

    Congrats!! I am so happy for you!!! You really deserve it!!!!


    karinmaep

  8. NoEAshly06

    Ahhh! That's wonderful! Congratualtions!


    NoEAshly06

  9. MrsMarsh

    Congrats...best wishes for the comming week!


    MrsMarsh

  10. BeyBey

    Congrats girly I have a good feeling this is it.:)


    BeyBey

  11. angela48111

    I am soooo happy for you! Congrats and enjoy. :)
    I will continue to pray for a health pregnancy.


    angela48111

  12. laraM

    Great news! Congrats!


    laraM

  13. Beeker725

    OH MY GOD!!!!! I am so happy for you both! May God bless you in the th enext nine months and keep you and your husband healthy and happy! I am so pleased! I will be smiling for you all day, not that I would need to be smiling for you!!!!! God's blessings! Take it easy and special care of yourself! All my love, K


    Beeker725

  14. Jcurly

    Faithful prayers are answered! May your blessings continue in abundance!!!


    Jcurly

  15. HeathD

    CONGRATULATIONS!!!! I'm so happy for you!


    HeathD

  16. LisaAnnLincroft

    Congratulations! I'm so happy to hear your good news. I just knew you were going to get a BFP!


    LisaAnnLincroft

  17. honeyb11277

    That is soo awesome!! CONGRATS!!!!


    honeyb11277

  18. Mimi75

    This is so awesome! I am SO happy for you guys!! You will be in my thoughts and prayers!!!!! XXOO Mimi


    Mimi75

  19. StephandAaron

    Congrats! I'm so excited for you two! I will be praying for you!


    StephandAaron

  20. Jen2279

    Congratulations again, I hope you have a healty 9 months!


    Jen2279

  21. galinaustin

    What wonderful news...I am so happy for you. What a joyous surprise!


    galinaustin

  22. MsH

    This is a blessing and a miracle! You are in for a wild, amazing ride! I have a great feeling for you- I will keep you and your little one(s) in my prayers!


    MsH

  23. TiredJen

    SO happy!!! Praying for a happy and healthy 9 months!!!


    TiredJen

  24. mbp

    Awesome! Congratulations!


    mbp

  25. sam23

    Whoohoo!! So Happy for you (:


    sam23

  26. tammywelch

    I am so happy for you. I will continue to pray that you have a happy and healthy 9 months. Love ya, Tammy


    tammywelch

  27. jsm16

    Yay!!!! I have tears in my eyes reading this!!!! I am so happy for you and you will continue to be in my prayers!!!!!


    jsm16

  28. jamie329

    I'm just so happy for you!!!!! You and you little one will be in my prayers!


    jamie329

  29. April1963

    What wonderful news! I'm so happy for you. I'll continue to keep you in my thoughts and prayers.


    April1963

  30. shelleybee

    Congratulations.Your tww is over and now you are preg!!!My turns a comin too!


    shelleybee

  31. htag

    I pray that these little ones stick with you for the whole 9 months and come out beautiful, alive, and ready to be in your loving arms!! Hooray for you. I will continue to pray for a successful pregnancy, birth, and motherhood! Hugs.


    htag

  32. msnrn

    Congrats again. I pray for a healthy 9 months for you and beautiful twins


    msnrn

  33. Shanny2007

    YEAH!!!! Congrats.. here is to a wonderful 9 months.


    Shanny2007

  34. KikiS

    Congrats!!!!!!!!! That is awesome!!!!! I will continue to pray for a healthy pregnancy for you!


    KikiS

  35. albgray

    Congrats! You deserve this.


    albgray

  36. maryskid

    Congratulations... Here's to a healthy preganancy and baby.


    maryskid

  37. msheather

    You so deserve this, congratulations! Many wishes for a healthy pregnancy!


    msheather

  38. SueCQ

    This wonderful news!! Congrats to you, you sooo deserve this, enjoy this fantastic time. :)


    SueCQ

  39. Mind4

    I AM SO HAPPY FOR YOU GUYS.


    Mind4

  40. PDL

    Congratulations, celebrate everyday of the 9 months, no matter what the little bean throws at you. I pray for a healthy delivery for you and baby!


    PDL

  41. JeanieMarie

    GREAT NEWS!!!! CONGRATS!! you sure do have a lot of friends! It took forever to scroll down to the bottom!!


    JeanieMarie

  42. erinleigh

    i am so happy for u! :)


    erinleigh

  43. Bfriend09

    Congratulations on the wonderful news! So happy for you!!


    Bfriend09

  44. mrsjulieriddle

    congrats


    mrsjulieriddle

  45. brenskopf

    Congrats! I'm very happy to hear your good news.


    brenskopf

  46. Rachm

    This is wonderful news! I am so, so happy for you.


    Rachm

  47. Starleneg

    That is just wonderful! Congrats!


    Starleneg

  48. LoMac

    Congrats!!! How wonderful! See those HPT's no good ;0) So happy for you!


    LoMac

Discouraged!!! Mood
Friday, August 15, 2008 | An Anxious story

So, I went in for my 1st beta this morning. They don't run it until they draw another on Sunday...so again I wait.

I am feeling very discouraged...and not so very pregnant! I head back to work for the first time since my ET & I am not looking forward to the questions, the well wishes, or the "if it doesn't work this time there is always next time!" I went to acupuncture & it didn't relax me as much as usual. She said she thinks I am PG, but said we will have to wait until Sunday to know for sure....so again we wait!!!

Lord, please answer my prayers to be a mommy! I am so scared, so nervous, and so anxious. Please give me peace over the next couple of days. I trust you with all my heart Lord, it is myself I don't trust so much. In Jesus' name I pray, Amen!

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  1. htag

    Good ole waiting game. Kill us every time! I'm so sorry that you got to go in, have the blood drawn, and now have to wait again. It's a frustrating feeling. I do hope that you are pregnant; the way you were talking about how great the eggs were, I was sure that this would be your month, sweetie. I still do! I'll pray with you. Hugs.


    htag

  2. MerandJR

    You need to relax thats the most important thing. you may be pregnant and I feel that you are. you will know for sure on Sunday so regardless of what happens you know that you will be fine. we will all pray thats what I do and we will all be here for you. take care of yourself


    MerandJR

  3. auntieweewee

    The wait...I can't believe they don't run it for you. It would tell you something at least and then do second one. Urghh. In the grand scheme it's only 48 more hours, but at this point 48 hours could feel like an eternity. I, too, have a great feeling about this Dulcy, as I have said before. Keep praying, keep busy and know that I am sending lots of love and positive energy your way! Tell Chris I said to treat you like a princess (as if anyone needs to remind him, lol!) until you get that second beta!! Hugs, Wendy


    auntieweewee

  4. Jen2279

    I know the waiting is so hard. Stay positive, don't give up hope. I hope the weekend goes fast for you.


    Jen2279

  5. PrioleauLuv

    Aww, I know the weekend will be hard with the waiting. You will make it through and I bet you will get your BFP on Monday!!!


    PrioleauLuv

  6. shelleybee

    AMEN!!!Wait??That sucks you have to wait....again!I wish I could take away your anxiety.I send you GOOD feelings of pregnancy.Just cause you so don't feel preg doesn't mean that you are not.Keep that in mind.You will know Monday.Hmmmm just what to do until then huh.I hope it goes fast for you.


    shelleybee

  7. carrie1012

    I know this is it!! I have my fingers crossed for you. Hope the weekend flys by for you.


    carrie1012

  8. msnrn

    I pray for peace and comfort for you until Sunday. I hope you have an ok night at work. I am sorry you are not feeling well.


    msnrn

  9. TiredJen

    I wish there was something we could do to make the 2ww go way faster, it is so hard. I hope you feel peace this weekend and hang in there til Sunday........I am thinking of you.


    TiredJen

  10. Jcurly

    Ever watch an hour glass? the last bit seems to be sucked down. WELL, not during a 2ww! It appears the last few sands are just griping the edge of the glass taking there sweet time...
    if it would help I'd tap the glas or shake it, LOL! :)
    Hang in there sweetheart! Hang on to the hope it is still possible, don't count it out yet!
    Big Hugs!!!


    Jcurly

  11. Bfriend09

    Dont be discouraged! We are all praying for you! Hang in there, and good luck tomorrow at your appt!


    Bfriend09

  12. angela48111

    Will you get your results on Sunday? My beta is Sunday but I won't get my results of it until Monday. I have a really good feeling about yours sweetie!


    angela48111

  13. msheather

    Don't be discouraged, hang in there. I hope to hear some good news from you soon! Love you! XOXOX


    msheather

  14. MsH

    Look at how many people are in your cheering section!!! ^^^^^ everyone up above who's already written has said everything I would say! Good luck, you're in my prayers, and just know how much we ALL care about you.


    MsH

  15. MrsStacy

    Hang in there! I know how difficult the waiting is. If you believe, it will happen. You are so very strong! I can't wait to hear you good news!


    MrsStacy

I wasn't going to do this... Mood
Wednesday, August 13, 2008

I wasn't going to post anything. I decided last night that I wasn't going to dwell over all of this, but once again my will power has failed me. I was crazy & did a HPT...I know it is too early...I just couldn't help myself. I am not getting down about it though because I know it is very early still! I guess I just figured with the symptoms I might test positive already...wrong!

 

I can say that the nausea is more often. Waves on & off all day & night. At this point I can still eat though...boy can I eat! I would be happy eating a big fat steak & green beans for every meal! I have been drinking lemonade too...the sourness helps the sourness of my tummy! I am starving right now...waiting for DH to come home! I think I might just give in & eat something...I really want a big hamburger with cheese, tomatoes, and pickles!!! Then there is the constipation!!!.....sorry for the TMI!!!! Did you know you could be nauseated & hungry at the same time?!?

 

Goodbye for now. I am going to vow not to come back to DS tonight....will power don't fail me again!!!! I think I need to just turn the computer off completely!!!   

 

Goodnight & best wishes to you all!!!

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  1. MsH

    Waaaay too early for a HPT! Those things are EVIL!! You're right to not get your hopes up or to let it get you down though- good luck making it through the rest of the week and BEHAVE yourself!! :) Can't wait for the REAL results!


    MsH

  2. galinaustin

    Hang in there! Patience is a virtue, is it not? I'm wishing all the best for you this week!


    galinaustin

  3. melissaas

    You just have a little more to go. You can do it. I'm praying for ya!


    melissaas

  4. skass

    I was the same way.. and yes, I was shocked at how sick I was and still so hungry. I am thinking good thoughts for you.


    skass

  5. KikiS

    Hang in there. After my ET, I was crawling out of my skin. It was nice for about 2 hours to lay around and do nothing, but after that, I wanted to get up and start doing something. I, too, felt, the cramping almost like my friend was going to come visit. Thankfully, it turned out that the eggs were implanting and I am now at 20 weeks pregnant with twins! Patience is something that is easier said than done. Just hang in there until your blood test! Good luck!


    KikiS

  6. HeathD

    Just be patient and hang in there. YOu can do it.


    HeathD

  7. Jen2279

    Hang in there, stay patient! I hope the rest of your wait goes by quickly! Good luck.


    Jen2279

  8. duane

    I know how exciting this is for you, but you need to be patient. Get plenty of rest. sending you lots of sticky baby dust.


    duane

  9. jamie329

    I almost broke down and took bought one when I was at Walmart last night too (as you know, we are sharing these 2 HORRIBLE weeks)! I feel really good about this month for both of us. Hang in there sweetie. I just know that in a few days we both will get out long awaited BFPs and have happy, healthy babies in our arms in 9 months!!!!!


    jamie329

  10. RobinM2004

    Girl! You are a pee-on-a-stick-aholic! I don't blame you one bit though. I think I am having sympathy morning sickness for you, lol. Been dizzy, nauseous, and a few other symptoms too. We had a condom failure, uh oh! Trying not to stress. I can't wait to hear about your BFP!!! I have some fortune cookie news of my own, but will email that to you. Love U!


    RobinM2004

  11. Bfriend09

    Take it easy!! ;) and be patient.. you know that things come to those who wait ;) Good luck to yourself and try to keep yourself busy!


    Bfriend09

  12. msnrn

    I still think you will get your BFP. Be patient. Easier said then done!!!


    msnrn

  13. LoveKids33

    GOOD LUCK GOOD LUCK GOOD LUCK!!!!!!!!!!!


    LoveKids33

  14. shelleybee

    Evil pee sticks.Stay away.I have a very hard time too.I think I tested about 40 times the last cycle I did.Can't wait to hear the real results!


    shelleybee

  15. tammywelch

    I know the feeling of will power failure! I just know that next weekend you'll be posting your BFP! Try to keep your mind off it, I know thats impossible though. Love and many,many prayers. Tammy


    tammywelch

  16. jsm16

    I know this will work out for you this month...Just be patient...I know easier said then done...I am always so impatient! :) I am looking forward to reading about your BFP!


    jsm16