msheather's Journal

 I have decided to stay one more night at Victor's, it's closer to my South Hadley office where I work every Monday than my Aunt's house. I struggled with weather or not I should stay or I should go back to my Aunt's - I don't want to get too comfortable here then it will be even harder to leave when I have to. Victor and I decided that we would skip next weekend so that we both can get some things done, when we are together we don't seem to get any chores done! I don't think that I will feel complete until I actually have a place of my own, I feel as though I really don't belong anywhere and that I live out of bags and boxes! I really have to get these bills paid ASAP so that I can start looking for my own place, I just wish I was so stupid back then and paid them like I should have!!!