Well, now that I finally have my testing supplies, I checked my sugar last night before I went to bed it was 145 and then I checked in when I woke up this morning and it was 195. I have such anxiety over it being so high! I am overwhelmed with the whole diabetes thing once again! When I couldn't test I could ignore it and pretend I didn't have it, I am in such denial about having this disease! I know I need to do something about my sugar being so high, but all I can manage right now is to actually test it - I hate doing it! My head is spinning, I feel like a just want to sleep, sleep, sleep because when I am sleeping I don't have to deal with it all!
Hon..I know exactly what you are talking about!!! I have been in major denial too and now have problems because of it. If there is anything I can do to help...just write to me. Maybe we can help each other to be mindful and to take Good care of ourselves...just for today !!! And thanks so much for the flower hug :) Victoria
toria53
sorry you are having so much anxiety over it. the good news is now you know what's going on with you...and you can take care of yourself. i'm sorry you are feeling so overwhelmed with it....i hope today is a better day for you!
BeautyforAshes
I have anxiety too about my numbers being high. Remember...anxiety will only make your numbers jump up! Something I have to work on as well. Maybe eat your biggest meal at lunch time. I thought about doing that so that my morning numbers won't be so high. Mine this morning was 167. Hang in there. Hugs, Carol
Butterfly1970