Sassafras's Journal

I spent most of the day cleaning house and playing on the WII.  then had to decorate for the baby shower I am having for a lady at church. The guest list just keeps getting bigger and bigger.  I thought 20 and it's up to 30 and growing.  Baby showers are not my thing so I am a little worried about how it will go.  People keep giving me ideas like smell the poop on the diaper and such. this could be fun after all. 

You know it seems like most of us are doing pretty good right now.  I wonder if it's the weather or sometihng else.  I mean it seems like most are up beat and fairly happy and content.  If that is what summer does for us then we all need to go to a warm place I guess.  Believe me if it depended on how things were with our families I would be really down right now, but I am able to put it aside for a time.  I want to keep my shaking from being so strong so I am trying to stay calm.  sometimes it works sometimes not so much.  I don't want to up my meds until I have to.  So if you hear me humming it's just my way of tuning out everything.  Sometimes it works sometimes not so much.  So I needed to write and here I am .  Sometimes it works sometimes not so much.