is feeling Horrible
I'm 46 years old.To most people I appear to be a strong willed independant woman, I don't let many people know the real me. If I let peopleknow the real me, I'd have to admit I'm not what I appear to be.I'm a single Mom doing what I can to raise my child with the love of God in her heart, and understanding that not all things in life are fair. You just play the game with the cards you are dealt, and pray for a better hand next time around.
April 5, 2008 8:39pm
I think today I have reached my level,I just want out.I cry most of the and dont even know why.Even my little girl is sick of my crying,She says …
March 14, 2008 3:15pm
I have so many mixed emotions about this,crying for 3 days now.I need to get my poop in a group and start packing. I hate new places and being …
February 12, 2008 11:43am
Started classes 2 weeks ago. So far it has been fairly easy for me. I love it..knowing someday I may make a differance. The Professor's are very …
February 8, 2008 1:39pm
I havent written in along while Things just suck. I'm living in a house I'm not wanted in.
I really have no place to go. I gave up my …
January 20, 2008 2:51pm
FULLY ENROLLED...YIPEEE.START CLASSES ON WEDNESDAY JAN 30TH. INTRO TO CRIMINAL JUSTICE,WILL BE ONE OF MY FIRST CLASSES,I'M SO EXCEITED ABOUT IT. …
A hug for a friend in need :).
Big hugs to let you know you are in my thoughts and prayers. Noticed you have not journaled for a while and I am concerned for you and care. You are not alone! Brenda
Hugging you tight on this special day...Hugs, Ann
Hugging you tight! your in my thoughts today. Love Tammy
Special thoughts for the difficult days ahead. Hoping you find strenght. love & Hugs
I've had fibro for about 15 yrs,It has steadly gotten worse in the past 3 yrs,since my daughter was killed,the stress and depression has made my flare ups worse. I've tryed so many things to help control the pain,nothing seems to help,I have a very very high pain tolerence,so when I feel pain it has to be bad.
My 17 yr old Daughter was killed in a car accident 3 yrs ago,My life was forever changed in that moment.I have no words to say how I feel,numb....People that have never lost a child have no idea what its like and say stupid things like"well atleast you still have your other children" or some even have the nerve to say "its time to move on past this" I may never get past it,who are they to tell me "its time". Miranda was my heart,an a piece of me is gone.
Mine started as a younge child at 5 when my Father died,and 3 yrs ago when my 17 yr old daughter was killed,I could no longer cope.
