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I am miscarrying.
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Okay so it's been a while but this is what's new with me:
I am pregnant. For now, i am so nervous about miscarrying again that i don't know what to think. I am excited, and my husband and i are going house shopping to get a bigger space than what we have. I haven't really told too many people because i don't want to jinx it, i haven't even told my mother. i want to wait until i have gone to the doctor to give her proof, i feel like that's the only way she'll be supportive.
I feel stronger this time around. i am still sooo scared of miscarrying, but i know that there is nothing i can do. For the most part i feel okay, it's just every time i get a cramping feeling in my side I'm scared that I'll start bleeding again...
I just want it to go okay. I go to the doctor June 5th. They won't see me any sooner, even though I'm pretty sure i begged...
Please keep me in your thoughts and prayers, that this time is it, and everything will go okay.
Thanks for all the kind words and blessings, i know it helps.
I am pregnant. For now, i am so nervous about miscarrying again that i don't know what to think. I am excited, and my husband and i are going house shopping to get a bigger space than what we have. I haven't really told too many people because i don't want to jinx it, i haven't even told my mother. i want to wait until i have gone to the doctor to give her proof, i feel like that's the only way she'll be supportive.
I feel stronger this time around. i am still sooo scared of miscarrying, but i know that there is nothing i can do. For the most part i feel okay, it's just every time i get a cramping feeling in my side I'm scared that I'll start bleeding again...
I just want it to go okay. I go to the doctor June 5th. They won't see me any sooner, even though I'm pretty sure i begged...
Please keep me in your thoughts and prayers, that this time is it, and everything will go okay.
Thanks for all the kind words and blessings, i know it helps.
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I am in your same boat. I did find out that cramping on one side can sometimes be a good thing. That may be the side you ovulated from and has your corpus luteum that releases all your good hormones. Maybe that helps. Good luck, you are in my prayers.
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