I am having a hard time lately. …
I am having a hard time lately. Just really anxious. But my anxiety is justified. Being sick always …

Doing pretty good. Been busy today. I watched Lily (my niece) for awhile and it was hard. She was cranky and she doesnt really know us so well. She is a year old but for some reason she just hasnt been around as much. Unlike the first grandbaby Jakx who was here on a weekly basis...oh hold on lady bug on couch...never mind I lost it! Then Fawn came and got her. Layne is Fawns kid. Lili, Jakx, and Alivia are Addies kids but her and her kids and husband went to Branson for the weekend and of course left baby lili behind and we watched her for awhile today and she is staying the night with Fawn. I had to excuse myself for about 15 minutes because the noise and caos was just to much for me! Fawn was going to just pick up lili and go but then Layne wanted to get out of the car and before we knew it they stayed for dinner. We all had to reclean the house afterwards! I dont mind I like things clean.
Speaking of clean my mom and dad cleaned out the garage today. They cleaned it out really well. I bet less than half of what was in there before is now at Helping Hands. At least it looks that way! So we dropped some stuff off at Helping Hands yesterday and today. Then we went to Lowes and got a new switch thing for my lamp! I havent had my lamp in a week and it is annoying so now my dad has fixed it.
Oh! I cleaned out my closet yesterday and while I was doing it Layne opened my moms birthday present! So I had to rewrap it. Then Piper messed it up as I was wrapping it. Now it looks like crap because I was frustrated and in a hurry! Oh well I guess! It did look really nice before. Was perfect and made a slit thing that would hold the card on the present. New I should have just bought a bag. Plan on doing that with her other present. Her birthday is coming fast! August 19th.
Feeling pretty good about things. Trying not to have negative thoughts! Hopefully my next dr.'s appintment goes well! We are going to stress my hormones and sleep thing. I cant tell you how good that would be! Oh and school supplies stuff is out now! I love this time of year! I love to be organized and to stock up on stuff! Am a dork in a dork shop! But in a good way!
Am psyched about something but am not sure what it is. ??????? I get feelings like this all of the time. I think it is a reminder to keep thinking positive, keep going, keep knowing that things will work out for the best in the best ways etc.
Off I go stuff to do! Althought I can not promise to check everyones journal though as I get so frustrated with the friends page I might abandon some people! Not intentionally. Again I go in order so I dont get confused etc.
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Add your supportI am having a hard time lately. Just really anxious. But my anxiety is justified. Being sick always …
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Yay you are feeling pretty good! Oh I know what a racket the little kids can make... and the mess... yes i have to retreat to my room for abit at times. Geeze your dad is clever, can build and paint and fix things, can I borrow him for abit? oh he can garden too I know. Yep keep those positive thoughts coming. love, jazzy xoxox
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Hugs and Mojo from Weebs
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KweebsLS
I love reading your journals, your so positive, it makes me smile =) .. hope that didnt sound creepy lol
ItalianChicka
Sounds good, on keeping positive thoughts :) Hugs!
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another dose of sunshine from sage! you really are a tonic. Yes - noisey kids - urghh!!! Rose couldn't bare spending too much time around her cousins Poppy and George. Now she tolerates them - but she clearly hasn't a maternal bone in her body! I'm still giddy with excitement re her recovery. Sending you a MASSIVE hug.x x x x
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