Sugarland Day!!!
July 22, 2008 8:04pm
Feeling really good today. At 4am a thunderstorm woke me up so I decided to see if the new Sugarland album was available on itunes yet, and it was. …
Goal Completed on Mar 13, 08
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ladycass
is feeling OK
back to the real world.......work
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About Me
I have anorexia, a recovering cuter, and rape victim.....I'm not here for men so don't even try. And if you want to be on my friends don't just add me and never talk, cause that don't fly with me. I'm a talker by nature so chat it up or bye!!!
Interests
I love working with animals and my job as a Vet. Tech. I also love Celine Dion, Jewel, Sugarland, Law & Order: SVU, I Love Lucy, and Happy Bunny. I'm a chat nut so feel free to "click to chat"!!!
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Here's a big hug to you just because! SOrry I disappeared last night. David called, the girls wanted to eat(oop, I forgot all about dinner) then my computer froze, and THEN yahoo chat was not on my screen when I logged back on. Luv ya and I hope your still in good spirits even though you are back in the "real world".
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Friends to the end Aint we my friend We kinda blend together Coffee and cream, oh what a team You'll neve find two other guys compatibile like steak and fries Two of a kind, one of a mind
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yeah, just let me find where my yahoo went. hehe
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Oh shoot. My yahoo disapeared again. Can you send me the link and I can listen to it when my yahoo reappears. I have to shut down my computer. I can do it now. I'll probably get back on in 10 minutes. It takes a while to re boot
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Close Rape
Sexualy abused for 3 years as a child and raped by a co-worker on Aug. 18, 2003
Treatments
- Rape Counseling Somewhat Helpful
- Was somewhat helpful when I went but can't afford to go back right now.
Close Eating Disorders
Type: AnorexiaHave had my eating disorder for 10 years now, been in a treatment place twice (worked while I was there), been hospitlized and all that jazz, done the therapy and medication nothing works still anorexic.
Treatments
- Ativan Somewhat Helpful
- Worked for the anxiety after meals and at night.
- Depakote Not Working
- Made me sick
- Geodon Not Working
- Worst one yet. I passed out every time I stood up for 16 hours after taking it only once. I couldn't even make it to the bathroom to pee. It was horrible.
- Klonopin Somewhat Helpful
- Worked for the after meal anxiety and end of night freak outs.
- Lamictal Not Working
- All I did was sleep when on it.
- Lexapro Not Working
- Horible stomach cramps, thought I was dying.
- Paxil Not Working
- Hand shook so bad it looked like I was writing with a scribble pen.
- Prozac Not Working
- It made me to hyper and my doctor didn't like that I couldn't make myself sit down.
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- It felt good to get stuff out but at the same time I was always trying to loose more weight to prove something to her I think. But can't afford therapy right now.
- Reglan Working / Worked
- It worked so good when I was in treatment to take the discomfort away.
- Support Groups Not Working
- The group I went to didn't work well for me.
- Zoloft Not Working
- Had to go to the hospital I was in so much pain on it.
- Zyprexa Not Working
- Made me so tired I couldn't get up in the morning. Gained to much weight to fast it was horrible. Made me so hungry that I would wake up 1 or 2 times every night and have to eat something or I couldn't sleep.
Open Self-Injury
I've been cutting for 10 years now. I had over 2000 stiches and over 500 staples in one year alone. I had quit cutting for 16 months but recently found myself cutting again.
Treatments
- Celexa Not Working
- Took it over a year and it never worked.
- Effexor Not Working
- Didn't work at all and when increased everything would turn red
- Elavil Not Working
- Didn't help at all.
- Klonopin Working / Worked
- Worked for the end of night freak outs.
- LDN - Low Dose Naltrexone Not Working
- Didn't seem to stop the urges at all.
- Remeron Not Working
- Couldn't wake up from it and felt foggy all day.
- Trazodone Working / Worked
- It worked well when I was younger but after a couple of years it just stoped working.
- Wellbutrin Not Working
- Didn't do a dam thing.
Open Migraine Headaches
I got my first migrain in Oct. '06 and it's been hell ever since. When I get one they will be every day for a month or longer. My doctor can't explain them or make them stop. When they first started I use to pass out from the pain, now I've learned to live with pain.
Treatments
- Inderal Too Soon to Tell
- Just started it on 8/31/07. Seems to have lessened the intensity and duration so far.
- Naproxen Not Working
- Didn't help at all.
- Tramadol Not Working
- Didn't help even a little bit.
- Oxycodone Working / Worked
- Is the one and ONLY med. that is make my migraines go away. It only lasts for about 2 hours though.
- Fiorinol Not Working
- Didn't even help a little.
Open Lesbian Relationship Challenges
I've been out for about a year now but have a hard time finding someone.
Open ADHD / ADD
Had it since childhood and it's followed me into adulthood.
Treatments
- Adderall Working / Worked
- Works great but dr. won't let me have it when weight gets to low.
Open Hyperthyroidism
Was diagnosed with Hyperthyroidism back in March of ‘08. On June 3rd, ‘08 is was discovered that my thyroid is now enlarged.
Open Graves' Disease
Was just told I have Graves and looking for more info.
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