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Well I did two hrs of intensive EMDR on Tues and it has kicked me to the curb. We were working on triggers. The natural gas explosion has beside my mother-in-laws has caused me to flash back to patrolling and checking burnt out homes and finding corpses charred. I'm doing OK considering my brain feels like a jumble and I am hyper vigilant. Taking Prazin just to stop the sweats. I just want to pick up and leave and not tell no one. I am 1800kms away from my closest family member as we live near the wifes family. My only family I talk to is my DS friends. I fear my 12 year old is worried to much about me as he always asks if I am OK.
I will come out of it I am just burnt out. Blessings to all my friends. Hugs Grant
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so sorry for your pain always remember jesus is there to help u and anytime u need to talk im here for u
marie65
hey buddy buddy , hope your feeling better . I know that things are hard, you have my prayers going out to you buddy . take care and God bless you and your family.
msspanisheyes
hey Grant, i know how hard it is to not have family around. mine are all in australia including my two oldest daughters. so sorry to hear you have been wiped out. thank you for sharing about EMDR as my therapist brought that up yesterday as an option of trauma therapy. bless you heaps my friend
tarns
it is very hard when there is nobody around you can talk with that understands, it can make you feel very alone with all the pain and memories. I hope you keep strong during these days.
Mirniy
your kid is worried ..of course ...because he loves you ... you have a reason there to fight on and not give up.
Mirniy