Journal Entry for August 11, 2008
I DID IT! I DIDN'T KEEP TRACK AND JUST WEIGHED MYSELF AND I DID IT!

is feeling Horrible
Married 4 years, been going to counseling and it seems to help most days. When we're not fighting we're fighting to stay together so I guess there is hope! We have a 2 1/2 and a 1 1/2 year old. Both always busy people with work and kids.
devotedwifeandmother replied to Coley1989’s discussion post Another bump in the road in the Eating Disorders support group 6:16pm
Wow. That is mega rough. My sister is in the Navy and just got caught screwing some guy in an empty baracks…
devotedwifeandmother replied to Taressa’s discussion post Self esteem and sexuality in the Eating Disorders support group 6:05pm
I had sex with anyone who would give me the chance right after high school. Then I married the first…
devotedwifeandmother replied to their discussion post so I've "gained weight" in the Eating Disorders support group 3:00pm
We tried counseling. Everytime we left he would say "see! even the doctor says it's all your fault."…
devotedwifeandmother and jlt625 are now friends 2:04pm
devotedwifeandmother replied to their discussion post so I've "gained weight" in the Eating Disorders support group 12:52pm
I feel like I have to have a major problem in order to leave him. I almost wish he would cheat on me…
I DID IT! I DIDN'T KEEP TRACK AND JUST WEIGHED MYSELF AND I DID IT!
despite what everyone thought would happen, I'm almost to my goal
YEAH, just when I thought all was lost!
Give devotedwifeandmother a hug
Sending caring hugs to you and to let you know that you are not in this alone. I do care and am here for you
Haven't seen u here in a while. How r u doing?
i wanted to c how u r doing ive been worried about u.plz let me know thinking of u
Hugs for you today
Wanted to send you caring support and encouragement. Helen
Progress
95 %
I am a compulsive over eater and have been for as long as I can remember, I just never thought of it as a problem.
I have an 8 year old step daughter who is very spoiled by her mother and new step father. Now, she has begun to lie about what goes on at our house to get out of staying the weekend.
I have a wonderful 2 year old named Autumn Raine.
Payday?!?! then it's gone... Payday?!?! gone again... it's a never ending cycle
I am a compulsive over and have been for as long as I can remember. I can't even put a date on it since I've always been this way.
My counsler just told me my behavior is OCD. I have always assumed people with OCD did certain things not like myself... guess not
I want to leave my husband of 5 years, we have two little girls so I'm trying to find strength