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It feels like i can't even control these feelingsi have. It's almost like a physical illness that …
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I'm feeling a bit uneasy lately. I just keep having weird feelings...I feel like everyone I know is having a baby or has a baby. I'm starting to feel like I'll never have my own child. I'm not really looking forward to jumping back in the pool & trying to stay afloat again with treatments. What is wrong with me? We're taking a break & its been nice & I feel like I'm almost myself again. All of a sudden I've been really sad. Not constantly crying sad but just a sadness in me that I can't seem to shake for a little while now.
I haven't been posting or writing to many friends here on DS b/c I just feel like I don't have a lot to say. I feel like I'm stagnant or stuck I guess....
I'm thinking and praying for us all! For those of you that are pregnant I hope your doing well & getting ready to hold your little bundle of joy. For those trying & in your 2ww I'm saying lots of prayers. I know God has a plan!!!
Lots of love,
Melissa
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I'm sorry you have that general feeling of sadness. I understand completely. Treatments aren't really fun, so it's normal not to look forward to jumping back in with them. Just take things one day at a time. Good luck and hang in there!
AshleyPenelope
I think it is natural to feel stuck after you have been trying and getting disappointed. I felt the same way , where you don't really know where to go from here. Take some time to clear your head and get back to yourself and then you will know when you are ready to jump back into everything. Hang in there and let me know if you want to talk.
sparks712
It's hard to jump back into treatments after a break, this rollercoaster we're on is no fun. Hang in there, I know you'll get through this.
TiredJen
I'm really sorry that you are feeling sad. I understand that feeling completely. I go through times where it doesn't bother me and then times I cry every time I see a baby or a pregnant woman. I will keep you in my prayers!!! God does have a plan for you!!!!! We'll pray through it!
NeNeMel
I'm sorry you're feeling like this. Everyone here understands. Maybe you need to continue to take a break from DS and the infertility "game." Get to feeling like yourself again. Do whatever you need to to take care of yourself. I'm praying for ya girl! Love ya!
AprilC