Zus's Journal

I'm here:

              At the Medical center.    It's not going well at all.   They aren't able to find the information that I gave them 2 weeks ago, that was regestered through the computer.  I am already regreating this.  Oh I do have internet available here with my Laptop.  The only thing so far that was arrange that has come through.  My anxiety has kicked in....   I am about to really go over the edge.

                I'm feeling as if I should go,  out the door and skip this and just let the damage go.. thoughts are going way out of control..........