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    About Me

    I am lost in a confusion of life. Me = Single 46yo Recovering from a stroke and have a 6/7detarating vertibre, that has lost everything due to fear's and not understanding. I've sold my home, lost my job and now I've moved here and living in this city closer to the medical facility. Now I have found more fear and no one near - that is close enough to visit. Yes very lonely.

    Interests

    I like (use ) to hike, run my Quad-Runner, (left that at my brothers house, up-state NY) and just relax when it's time too. Anymore I find myself staying in and away from anything that could pose as a threat. So now it's TV, computer and bordem!

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    Tuesday

    • Zus wrote a journal entry: Journal Entry for July 22, 2008 6:09pm

      Hi, Everyone ! The dates have been set . On Aug. 25"08" I go in to UPMC Oakland PA, Hospital…  

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    • Hug

      From 72407 July 12

      Thanks for the support. Hope all is well with you.

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      From angeleyes92 July 8

      random tuesday hug

    • I’m With You

      From lovies54106 July 7

      Thank you so much for your support! Even though I had a breakthrough, I will not let it steal my joy!

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      From angelsfly June 4

      Hello Hope this finds you feeling better. Your not the only one who feels alone. Only difference is Im alone in a small town. I dont go out much either since I hurt my back. Maybe we can be friends? Let me know. If anybody knows a boring life. Its me. See you around okay. Your not alone in the channel of pain. and feeling alone. I myself have felt that way often. Bye for now.

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      From erika62 May 25

      That is awesome news!! Congrats to you. You deserve it and you deserve some happiness finally. Best wishes to you on your new place.

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  • Goals

    Goal Completed on Jun 2, 08
  • Support Groups

    • Close Panic Attacks

      No matter how thing's turn-out , I am alway's panicing over what people tell me that I should just let it go and keep going. I , inside, cant seem do hold that and keep a grip. As the days have gone by , I have found myself staying in and avoiding the idea of leaving the house. I just receintly moved here to get better medical attion. I know only a couple of people here and it is scary compared to my little home town.

      Treatments

      Klonopin Working / Worked
      I've been on other drug's, but klon' seem's to help me right now
    • Close Depression
      Type: Clinical (Major) Depression

      Hi ,There has been so much change in my life sence I was broad-sided by a dumtpruck. I am unable to do the kind of work that I've done for most of my life. I've moved to Pittsburgh from upstate NY and the city life is expensive and I am fearful to go out and see it. I haven't made any friends here, as of yet, just recently made the move. My total body is in pain, seem's something somewhere is sorer than what hurt the day before. I am not able to participate with other's, easily understandable

      Treatments

      Effexor Not Working
      discontinued
      Prozac Not Working
      Discontinued
      Trazodone Not Working
      was a bad experiance
      Writing Working / Worked
      yep ,but it's really tough to keep all them notes organized
    • Open Back Pain

      Hi: I was involved in a motor-vehicle accident back in 1997, surgery was done to correct a couple of vertebra's. I was struck in 2001 and have been having the same problem's I had before the surgery, I've seen doctor's and a surgeon. The surgeon declined to do the surgery, (again) he said the risk's are too high and would not be safe. I am now trying to rebuild a life that is not working out as well as I'd hope. In about 3hours my arms/neck give more pain than I can handle.

      Treatments

      Acupressure Not Working
      did nothing for me
      Bedrest Working / Worked
      help's but it's hard to stay put !
      Cortisone (Injection) Not Working
      made me sickly and very "mean"
      Fioricet Not Working
      had no effect
      Heat Not Working
      I still try it though
      Hydrocodone Working / Worked
      help's relieve the pain, but I quit because it wasn't a true help and I fear the danger's.
      Ibuprofen Somewhat Helpful
      is like taking tylinol but does do as well of a relief
      Stretching Somewhat Helpful
      During the stretching my arm gets tingly before the pain increases. I have the same type of pain when I take walk's.
      TENS Somewhat Helpful
      This does help alittle as I rest, but does tend to give a headache
    • Open Brain Injury

      The accident was in 1997, took neck surgery and a long time to physically recover. My memory is bad . I can recall the bad thing's and can't recall names with faces or such easily known fact's! I keep misplacing thing's.

    • Open Chronic Pain

      I've got a nerve that is pinched lightly between two vertibre's. It is only getting worst. My balance is hard to keep and the tingling in my right hip/leg is rough.

      Treatments

      Heat Somewhat Helpful
      Doesn't do much for me.
      Hydrocodone Working / Worked
      These type of med's make me goofy, more so than usuall.
      Oxycodone Working / Worked
      Gives the same as Hydocodone.
      Physical Therapy Not Working
      I will alway's keep moving as long as I can.
      TENS Somewhat Helpful
      The unit is only good for a bit , then it's painful itself.
    • Open Degenerative Disc Disease

      I was hit by a golf-cart at work in 2001 that a fellow employee was driving. I was working under a mower with my head and upper body underneath it, I thought it would simply pass. I am now in a situation, that has been biggest down fall of my life. a previous motor vehicle accident put me threw a surgery that has my neck full of rods and screws, I've gone as far as sitting with different surgeons , that have backed out with a hand shake /good luck and not something one would attempt. :(

    • Open Anxiety

      I was caught by the Veterans Administration Security Officer, watching me with a camera. As I sat in my car having a attack.... The tape was turned over to the mental dept. and I have been taged with this disorder and have been doing drugs for it ever sense !

      Treatments

      Ativan Not Working
      not a drug for me !
      Breathing Exercises Somewhat Helpful
      I am always too to just .... and well being told what to do ... has a way of making me mad. I tell people to just let me alone and they feel they can get me through the problem,
      Klonopin Working / Worked
      Well, spring of, 2009 will be my 2nd decade on this drug, so I'm hooked, but then they have tried taking me off from it and use other drugs to replace it
      Paxil Working / Worked
      this drug didn't make it to the thered week of being on it..
      Trazodone Not Working
      This was a dangerous drug for me
      Valium Working / Worked
      I was taken off, this drug, "..it's too, habit forming"
      Zoloft Not Working
      it was problems
      Seroquel Not Working
      this drug pulled me down so hard I was at a friends house one morning a bout a hour after taking the drug I passed blacked out at the dinning table. they called the ambulance because they werent going to let me die in their house ! it was a bad bad drug Beware of this Drug
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