Journal Entry for July 22, 2008
Hi, Everyone !
The dates have been …
I am lost in a confusion of life. Me = Single 46yo Recovering from a stroke and have a 6/7detarating vertibre, that has lost everything due to fear's and not understanding. I've sold my home, lost my job and now I've moved here and living in this city closer to the medical facility. Now I have found more fear and no one near - that is close enough to visit. Yes very lonely.
I like (use ) to hike, run my Quad-Runner, (left that at my brothers house, up-state NY) and just relax when it's time too. Anymore I find myself staying in and away from anything that could pose as a threat. So now it's TV, computer and bordem!
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Hi, Everyone !
The dates have been …
WELL,
surgery is the aswer. I'm getting things ready and will have …
I apologize:
It has been awhile sence my …
So...
I've found a place, an appartment. It's not too bad, just …
Thanks for the support. Hope all is well with you.
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Thank you so much for your support! Even though I had a breakthrough, I will not let it steal my joy!
Hello Hope this finds you feeling better. Your not the only one who feels alone. Only difference is Im alone in a small town. I dont go out much either since I hurt my back. Maybe we can be friends? Let me know. If anybody knows a boring life. Its me. See you around okay. Your not alone in the channel of pain. and feeling alone. I myself have felt that way often. Bye for now.
That is awesome news!! Congrats to you. You deserve it and you deserve some happiness finally. Best wishes to you on your new place.
No matter how thing's turn-out , I am alway's panicing over what people tell me that I should just let it go and keep going. I , inside, cant seem do hold that and keep a grip. As the days have gone by , I have found myself staying in and avoiding the idea of leaving the house. I just receintly moved here to get better medical attion. I know only a couple of people here and it is scary compared to my little home town.
Hi ,There has been so much change in my life sence I was broad-sided by a dumtpruck. I am unable to do the kind of work that I've done for most of my life. I've moved to Pittsburgh from upstate NY and the city life is expensive and I am fearful to go out and see it. I haven't made any friends here, as of yet, just recently made the move. My total body is in pain, seem's something somewhere is sorer than what hurt the day before. I am not able to participate with other's, easily understandable
Hi: I was involved in a motor-vehicle accident back in 1997, surgery was done to correct a couple of vertebra's. I was struck in 2001 and have been having the same problem's I had before the surgery, I've seen doctor's and a surgeon. The surgeon declined to do the surgery, (again) he said the risk's are too high and would not be safe. I am now trying to rebuild a life that is not working out as well as I'd hope. In about 3hours my arms/neck give more pain than I can handle.
The accident was in 1997, took neck surgery and a long time to physically recover. My memory is bad . I can recall the bad thing's and can't recall names with faces or such easily known fact's! I keep misplacing thing's.
I've got a nerve that is pinched lightly between two vertibre's. It is only getting worst. My balance is hard to keep and the tingling in my right hip/leg is rough.
I was hit by a golf-cart at work in 2001 that a fellow employee was driving. I was working under a mower with my head and upper body underneath it, I thought it would simply pass. I am now in a situation, that has been biggest down fall of my life. a previous motor vehicle accident put me threw a surgery that has my neck full of rods and screws, I've gone as far as sitting with different surgeons , that have backed out with a hand shake /good luck and not something one would attempt. :(
I was caught by the Veterans Administration Security Officer, watching me with a camera. As I sat in my car having a attack.... The tape was turned over to the mental dept. and I have been taged with this disorder and have been doing drugs for it ever sense !