Journal Entry for June 7, 2008
June 7, 2008 6:08pm
HELLO FRIENDS!!! I HAVENT BEEN HERE MUCH,I HAVE BEEN BUSY WORKING,AND PLANNING MY WEDDING! WHICH IS IN ABOUT 7DAYS......SAT.JUNE 14TH. …
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MY NAME IS REN'E AND I FEEL AS THOUGH I HAVE SURVIVED A LIFETIME OF "CRAP" FROM RAPE, TO EMOTIONAL ABUSE, TO ALCOHOL, TO STOMACH ISSUES, TO FAMILY CANCER, AND NOW TO THE LOSS OF MY FATHER.I HAVE A POSTITIVE ATTITUDE WITH ALL THINGS, BUT SOMETIMES IT ALL JUST GETS ME DOWN AND DONT KNOW WHAT TO DEAL WITH FIRST.I HATE STRESS AND CANT DEAL WITH TOO MUCH, BECAUSE IF I TRY I GET OUT OF CONTROL, AND THEN IT GETS BAD.
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CAMPING, FISHING, BOATING, SWIMMING, FRIENDS, BOWLING.
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Journal Entry for February 21, 2008
February 21, 2008 5:30pm
FEELING BETTER,GOT THE ANSWERS I NEEDED! IT WAS ALL ABOUT OUR AGE DIFFERENCE! SOME MEN ARE SUCH DORKS! LOL........... I FEEL SO RELIEVED AND CAN …
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Journal Entry for February 13, 2008
February 13, 2008 7:38pm
hello friends!i havent been here in awhile.i have had some bad stomache issues and have been feeling bad.i still dont get what is going on,and i …
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Journal Entry for January 30, 2008
January 30, 2008 10:30am
HELLO MY FRIENDS! I'M BACK! I JUST NEEDED SOME TIME TO FEEL OK AGAIN,I AM OK,BUT I AM REAL SAD THAT MY LIFE IS GOING UP AND DOWN..I'M …
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Journal Entry for January 19, 2008
January 19, 2008 2:11pm
NO WEDDING,NO WEDDING,NO WEDDING! HE CANCELLED IT ALL! I DONT KNOW WHY! AND I AM SO SAD RIGHT NOW! NO WEDDING! NO HUSBAND,NO WONDERFUL LIFE WITH THE …
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I hope your day is good one, hugs, Ellix
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HEY GIRL ITS ME LONG TIME NO HEAR FROM.GLAD TO SEE THAT YOUR HAPPY AGAIN.I KNEW THAT YOU WERE STRONG.SORRY THAT I HAVE NOT BEEN ON HERE ITS JUST I HAVE BEEN REALLY BUSY AND I AM DOING GREAT!COULD NOT BE BETTER!PLEASE SEND ME SOME PICS AFTER THE WEDDING!WELL TAKE CARE KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK AND TALK TO YOU SOON!LOVE YA!CALL ME SOME TIME YOU KNOW MY CELL
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thinking of you,hope things are goin better, love ya, susanna
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Close GERD & Heartburn
MY NAME IS REN'E AND I HAVE HAD STOMACH PROBLEMS SINCE I WAS 15YRS.OLD. I DO HAVE GERD{ ACID REFLUX DISEASE} AND I AM ALWAYS HAVING PROBLEMS.I TAKE PREVACID 2X DAILY.30 MG.DAY{ MORNING & NOC.} I ALSO USE MYLANTA IN BETWEEN,BEFORE OR AFTER MEALS. I HAVE HAD ALL THE TESTS FOR THIS DISEASE,SO I AM VERY UPDATED ON TREATMENTS..ALSO HAVE 3 HERNIA'S.NOW WHAT'S LEFT? SURGERY,SICK OF BEING SICK!!!!
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- Aciphex Working / Worked
- Avoid Certain Foods / Chemicals Working / Worked
- AVOID LOTS OF STUFF..GREASY,SPICY,ONIONS,COFFEE,CHOCOLATE,SODA,SMOKING,RED SAUCE...
- Carafate Working / Worked
- THIS STUFF IS THE BEST MED.I HAVE EVER TAKEN!EVEN THOUGH I HAD GALLBLADDER SURGERY.I STILL NEED IT FOR MY BAD STOMACHE.
- Dietary Modification Working / Worked
- I TRY TO SATY AWAY FROM ALL THE ACID PRODUCING FOODS.
- Prevacid Working / Worked
- Prilosec Working / Worked
- Protonix Not Working
- Raising Bed Position Working / Worked
- elevate your h.o.b so your acid in the stoamch wont come up to the esophogus as much
- Reglan Somewhat Helpful
- I ALSO HAVE THIS MED,BUT DONT REALLY LIKE IT MUCH,BECAUSE IT PUSHES THE FOOD THROUGH THE STOMACHE FASTER.
Close Physical & Emotional Abuse
AS A CHILD I WAS ABUSED,SEXUALLY AND MENTALLY,PHYSICALLY BY VARIOUS PEOPLE IN MY OWN FAMILY!!!!! IT CONTINUED THROUGHOUT MY EARLY ADULT YEARS WITH RELATIONSHIPS I THOUGHT MAY OF BEEN 'GOOD MATCHES'BUT IN THE END I GOT HURT.I HAVE TRIED TO "OVRCOME" THIS THROUGH OUT MY LIFE AND TRY TO RALIZE"I DIDNT HAVE THE PROBLEM,THEY DID"I AM MAKING SURE NOW I DONT GET BACK INTO THAT BAD CYCLE!LIFE IS HARD WHEN YOU HAVE THESE ISSUES STILL HAUNT YOU..
Treatments
- Abuse Counseling Working / Worked
- I SPENT MANY TIMES IN COUNSELING.TRYING TO WORK ON"WHAT WAS WRONG WITH ME"{AS MY MOM SAID}
Open Depression
IM NOT SURE WHAT I HAVE,I JUST KNOW I GO THROUGH PERIODS OF DEPRESSION AND SADNESS THAT I CANT CONTROL
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- Celexa Working / Worked
- I WAS REALLY SAD FOR AWHILE,AND NOW THAT I'M TAKING THIS.I FEEL SO MUCH BETTER! LIFE IS TO SHORT TO WANNA DIE! I PERSONALLY WANNA LIVE,UNTIL THE LORD DECIDES IT'S MY TIME TO GO!
Open Rape
I WAS RAPED,PLAIN AND SIMPLE.THE END RESULT WAS AN UNPLANNED PREGNACY.WHICH TURNED OUT TO BE A BEAUTIFUL BOY! I TRIED TO BE A GOOD MOM,UNTILL I STARTED DRINKING,WHICH LED ME TO DO DUMB STUFF..IN THE END I GAVE MY LITTLE BOY THE LIFE I WASNT ABLE TO,WITH AN ADOPTED MOM AND DAD.HE DESERVED THE BEST AND "I WASNT IT".
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- SOMETIMES I FELT AS THOUGH "THEY"REALLY DIDNT GET IT!
- Rape Counseling Somewhat Helpful
- COUNSELING HELPS TO A POINT,BUT CAN YOU REALLY EVER GET OVER IT???????
- Talking Working / Worked
- I DONT LIKE TO "AIR"MY DIRTY LAUNDRY OUT TO PEOPLE,BECAUSE THEY SOMETIMES DONT UNDERSTAND WHAT HAPPENED AND WHY I GAVE HIM A BETTER LIFE.
Open Bereavement
Type: Loss of a ParentMY DAD HAS BEEN VERY ILL,HE PASSED TUE.EVE @ 8:25P-2007.I WAS WITH HIM WHILE HE TOOK HIS LAST BREATH,I FEEL EMPTY AND COLD INSIDE AND DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO.I LOVED MY DADDY,MORE THEN HE WILL EVER KNOW.HE MISSED THANKSGIVING,AND WONT BE HERE FOR THE HARDEST HOLIDAY,CHRISTMAS.
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- Crying Working / Worked
- I CRY ALOT
- Getting Angry Working / Worked
- I AM ANGRY!
- Keeping Busy Working / Worked
- I TRY AND STAY BUSY
- Music Working / Worked
- I LISTEN TO MUSIC WHEN I CAN TO HELP ME TO RELAX
- Remembering Working / Worked
- I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER
- Support Groups Working / Worked
- HERE AT DAILY STRENGTH,HELPS ME TO COPE
- Talking Working / Worked
- I LIKE TO TALK,IT HELPS TO "GET IT OUT"
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