Journal Entry for August 30, 2007
i think i am dying!!! i just got out of the freakin hospital for a head ache. they kept me over night because they couldn't get rid of it (not …

is feeling Excellent
i never know what to say on these things. my name is ryan. i am 20 years old, from texas. i am an open book, so if you have questions just ask.
i think i am dying!!! i just got out of the freakin hospital for a head ache. they kept me over night because they couldn't get rid of it (not …
ok, so how is everyone? i hope all is well.
things with me are... ok, but i'm a little confused.
i met CJ's parents, everything went …
wow.. its been a while since i was here. a lot has happened. so i will just start with the most important.
CJ and i moved in together. it has been so …
you guys are great. thank you for your kind words. i will get you guys some pics of him on my page. just give me like 10 mins... much love …
ok guys. i have great news!!!! i have met a guy. he is so freakin sweet!!! he is awsome!!! i haven't been this happy in quite some time. we …
Hey there, hello from Orlando FL, hope all is well with you, take care, Stephan
hey man, dude i live in az, so we are like neighbors! if you want to talk i am still here for you
Hope you're well...
Just because
READ THIS EVERYONE!!! I jut wanted everyone to know that Ryan's doing just fine. He's living back home and is looking forward to trying to start college in the Spring. He's planning to take a Spanish course taught by our Sr. year Spanish teacher back in high school, among other classes. I've talked to him on the phone several times and he's planning to come see me here in Arkansas as soon as he gets the money to, so then I'll be able to tell you all that I've seen him in person and that he's doing great. I can't wait, personally, because I haven't seen him since before I graduated in June of 2006. I'll see what I can doabout getting him online while he's here, but I'm not sure when that'll be, s here's hopes and prayers for Ryan and for all his friends on DS. ~Mandi
Hi i'm ryan, i'm 20 years old, from college station, texas. i have stuggled with depression since i was 13. i have been on every medication availible, but currently am not on any. tried talking, but usualy get agrivated with it and lie until they think i am better. (i'm good at that). now i find myself wondering how long i can take it, and if it is completely my fault that i am the way i am, or if it is my fault that i am not getting better. under all this i am a good person that loves to love.
i am ryan. i'm 20 years old, from college station, texas, and i am out. i love to meet people, love to love, love to laugh, love to make others laugh, and usualy make people laugh whether i am trying to or not. lol. i know what it feels like to be scared to come out, so i joined this community so that maybe i could help someone who is scared as i was. if you have questions or just want to talk here i am. till then....love to all!!!!
its just me...
ummm... i've had problems my whole life with sexual abuse, but i have never really done anything about it. i don't know what to do about it. i don't want to face it, but i know i have to. i can't keep living with this balled up inside me. i don't know where to turn, where to start.
i'm not addicted, but i really need help for my neighbor.
yep!!!!