nutz's Journal

 Okay today i realized how lucky I am a few friends have mentioned ...over and over how spoiled I am. And one says my bf treats me like a queen. Yes am spoiled, bf takes my moods in stride, cooks, cleans and hugs freely and never bitches if I don't get something done or cleaned just does it with no comment. I am truly blessed in my relationship.

  Now I am not used to this as usually in my life my friends and I spent out time running down my ex as he did none of the above so this is disconcerting for my mind. Don't know whether to accept my friends comments with a smile and happiness or get new friends.lol Just kidding don't know why I feel like this is odd to have others thinking my man is so good to me. Is it I don't feel I deserve to be treated so well or what? Oh shit maybe they are just feeling sorry for him for having to put up with me!

  But for today am just going to accept this happily as he is home and vacum cleaner is fixed.lol We also bought a bug zapper to put up and hopefully that will keep the damned moths out of my house if I place it between the two windows where the screens don't quite fit right. Also got some LED lights in the shape of flowers to light up path to the house so we can take down the stupid xmas lights the old owners had up.lol Also got a chargeable sprayer for the roundup so we are ready to kill everything around here!

  Oh yeah got some stocking stuffers for the grandkids...yeah I know it is early but they are so cute. they are in the shape of Revels those ice cream bars on a stick with ice cream covered in chocolate with a bite out of them made out of soap. I think the kids will really like them or at least I hope so.

  Got some veggies to make a stir fry for supper...umm while alone never ate any so am really craving some.