Exposure Progress Summary up to 8/28/08
The entry is a reminder to myself that I have progressed since beginning exposure work in July. In July, I had little …
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Bf phoned and said to meet him in town to pick up groceries....told him I'd think about it and call back. WTF five yrs ago if he'd called I would have asked him what took him so long to ask and been on the road in seconds. Why is it I have to think about it now? Have to build up the courage to drive 50 miles. I phoned back and said yes but it took awhile to decide that I wasn't going to become housebound....ever. Though am worried as I do not go on the highway in winter and wonder if the four months of icy highways will keep me housebound and will find it hard to get back on the road after it melts. I hate that I have to worry about things like this. My mom used to say I was like horseshit always on the road when I was younger and now it is a real chore to go anywhere.
I will go and continue to force myself to go as it will not beat me. I still am okay if he is with me so that is a bonus, it is just when I have to go myself. I think what if car breaks down, have no cell what will I do and all sorts of stupid stuff. It isn't as if there are no people traveling on this highway it is a busy highway so there is always somebody on it. So stupid.
Anyways this is my crisis for the day.lol Am going to get ready, should shower and get cleaned up before I talk myself out of going as he could get the groceries himself.LOL
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Im a worry wart at times too but because everyone lives so far away I just gotta do it.Winter is a different story...tend not to travel unless I HAVE too.
Have fun grocery shopping...jo
1whoruns
It is the same here butit is going to Prince Georg the big city they all drive like mad people and i just donot like it Yet years ago travel in Trontro big city and now 90 thousand people I get the gitters
alvin1954
well mate i will take you for a spin when i get there. Yeah ha that could be fun on the wrong side of the road and all. But I would have driven in NS for two weeks by the time i get to you so all good. lol. And here I am looking for warm leggings to fit my tree trunks and keep them warm when I am over with you. Ah tuff life we have. I hope i never get worried about driving that is my freedom... to the airport i might say in the new two weeks and off i go hahaha sanity check with the kids here pmsl
kiwi67
it will get better lol look at me didn't really go anywhere for years and now i can't stay still lol. have fun groc shopping and looking forward to aug 4 and look out saskatoon here we come oh god people aren't going to know what hit them
oh and nic thinks she might be having the baby within the week she now thinks she screwed up when she had her last peroid so i could be a grandma in the real near future.
talk to you later
blueangel345
That really does sound tough not be able to drive for 4 months cause of icy winter weather, and then try to start getting out again. maybe thats what i need to get some snowy days this winter, but hell, i'd still find ways to spend money, so many catalogs, and sites on the web. oh i think i'm getting in too deep with the spending. i hope u had a good time in town. hugs,tedi
tedibear
I'm guilty for the worrying over much of nothing as well. I also hate to get out on the highways, sends me into anxiety attacks, but I too force myself to go out...but only to places I am familier with..I hope your mood brightens up some for ya.. Hey, hows the flower beds coming along ???? Take Care..
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