Journal Entry for April 22, 2008
Lost baby.
is feeling OK
I may not be the person to ask about this category but.... I am in recovery and owe my life to the 12 steps of Alcoholics Anonymous and to God as I understand Him. Recovery has saved my life - literarly - and rocketed me to a fourth deminsion of existence I never knew possible. "God is either everything or He is nothing. What is my choice to be?" I have been married to my wonderful husband Derek for almost 3 years. I love baseball, in particular the Red Sox, service work, spirituality, nature and anything that makes me laugh!
"The greatest illusion of mankind is that there's more than one of us." - Einstein "You must BE the change you wish to see in the world." - Ghandi
Lost baby.
Big Fat Possitive! (Five of them!)
I asked for help and I recieved it. A big shout out to TerriD211, my Terri, who I adore. Just because we're not face to face …
I'm so tired. My body has just not been working with me over the last couples of days! I have no idea why, clearly my Higher Power …
WOW! So much, so much! I "surrendered to win" and I won! I know that probably doesn't make much sense but I had to …
In December 2006 my husband and I were told I was going through the early stages of pre-menopause, that we would not be able to have children naturally and that if we were going to try we would need to try now. It's been about a year and a half and we're at three failed treatments cycles, four failed IUIS, a false positive and two miscarrages. On to IVF and trying to keep the hope...
My DH and I have been struggling with Infertility for almost two years. After two miscarriages - both at exactly the same gestation -we're back at square one. This last time around I had a D&C and a few days later was rushed to the ER and had to undergo another D&C. My hormones just weren't getting there wasn't a fetus anymore.