well the last couple days havent been horrible, been trying to go out, i went to the bar the last couple nights with some friends, still find it impossible to approach a girl, mainly because i have no clue what to say, and another thing is i always have the feeling they wont like me back, because i am not good looking enough, and i know alot of the reason is cause i am short, most women dont like short guys and it sucks. but oh well, i am just tired of being single, not really even being single, just spending everynight alone.