HopefulInOhio's Journal

I feel like I'm in a totally different world - I'm so NOT used to things being coordinated so well and a group of people to get a long like they do. I've had quite a few reach out to me while others are a little standoffish. But then again - so am I.  I guess we all have ways of getting to know each other at our own pace. It stands out alot that I'm the new girl and I'm willing to work with that until my feet are planted more firm there. It's VERY overwhelming all the things that go into the office practices..I will never again take a doctor's office for granted. When I see the things that go into a patient checkin/checkout/phone system/paperwork/computer work..it blows my mind.

Part of me wonders if I'll ever get it. I have to remind myself that you don't get all this in a day..or even a week..maybe not even a month. But I'll keep trying because this group of people are worth knowing - there's something welcoming about them that I can't quite help but feel. It's just a matter of finding my niche.

The past 3 days of working 9-5 in a new environment has just blown my mind. It's scary but at the same time I can feel a little pang of excitement like maybe this is a true beginning to MY beginning. And maybe I can start to crack some of this shell I've grown accustomed to. We'll see.