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Journal Entry for December 26, 2007 Mood

Wednesday, December 26, 2007

Things are going a little better tonight. Rusty and I are still at each other's throats. urg,,,,,, I'm just bitchy and I don't know why. I guess it's either hormones or part of the Borderline Personality Disorder. I don't know. I'm tired of it, almost as much as he is. We are keeping communication open with each other. Sometimes I think to much, (or at least to loud) lol. We were without cigarettes for two days, so that probably had a lot to play in it. Nicotine withdrawl sucks. Majorly. We are going to his mothers house tomorrow and staying the night for the holidays. He had to work thru Christmas, so the whole family postponed Christmas till we could get there. My Mother in Law, Father in Law, and I get along really well. I'm just kinda nervous about my sister in law. She's a bitch. Seriously. She hates my guts. Cause I won't let our kids go over there anymore. She told all four of my kids that I was a "headcase, and didn't deserve to have them as kids or to raise them". Our six year old told my husband what she said, and he "lit" into her the minute he saw her . So she hates me and said it openly to him and me. We haven't seen her in almost six months, so hopefully she will be half way civil to us. I'm hoping and praying she will. At least for the holidays.

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I will be praying for you that you have a nice visit and that your sister in law will be civil. I can't imagine going 2 days without cigs...Robert and I would probably kill each other. lol Have fun and I'll talk to you when you get back.

diannebishop