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August 5, 2008 9:42am
after a 2nd panic attack this one in the docs office my meds have been increased and he says he wont se me till I see therapist. ok so where do I get …
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PANDORAsBOX
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hurt ankle screwed up life what more?
About Me
I an the mother of a 25 yr daughter.she just moved away so I am alone.. I work with mentally disabled. I am married 14 years but live apart due to the fact we dont wanna kill each other.not sure if love is still there.I have survived menatl and sexual abuse. I love to read and learn. I Pagan, Bp.ptsd I dont drink dont smoke. I love the outdoors and my new passion is webkinz. I used to write poetry.I want to try again so bear with me. life is ok right now.
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books , books, books, webkinz, poetry, animals, cat, babies , life.
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the post I made today on support group
August 5, 2008 12:51am
do u all find it hard to make and keep friends in real life?? I used to make friends so fast but then when they get to know me they left it took a …
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agggg
July 18, 2008 2:04am
my first night off since starting nights and I cant sleep hubbie is snoring too loud and theres no empty rooms at his aunt house besides dinning room …
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beach and family
July 17, 2008 4:35pm
so we are at hubbies aunts house been many years since I saw his side of the family so far ok no ac in the car and no sleep last night due to work …
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work night 1
July 13, 2008 5:23pm
so work was ok the people seem nice but they are all newbies hired within the last few years only working at this house for a few months so its cool …
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It seems impossible to get beyond this moment right now but it WILL get a little easier. When my son decided to join the army, I felt my life was over. I actually communicated with him more when he was away (letters, phone calls, emails) than when he was physically closer. Can you write long letters to her, email her? It does help to put your thoughts down in writing. When you are sad and feel alone, do what I did. Get the letters back out and read them again. My son's B-day is today and I haven't seen him in 9 months (or talked to him). His wife doesn't like him to associate with his family or past friends so - I get the old army letters out and read them when I am missing him.
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Close Bipolar Disorder
hi I am 43 bp and ptsd among many other things..I just went back to work having a hard time with that I am starting some new meds I just got over my first actually be out of work break down trying to get back on track right now
Treatments
- Abilify Somewhat Helpful
- kept me awake.... went back on made me fat
- Cymbalta Working / Worked
- Geodon Not Working
- i know my elbows have started hurting bad and I was so sick to my stomach had to go off it
- Lamictal Not Working
- Lexapro Working / Worked
- so ok
- Seroquel Not Working
- trying it to see if it will help me sleep as well as help with moods wow did my eyes get screwed up and I was awake still just in pain
- Topamax Not Working
- it did help a bit but side affects sucked
- Wellbutrin Working / Worked
- I was on it for 8 years mostly was just the itches that bugged me but then started having mood swings so tried something new
- Zyprexa Not Working
- so far its working its the kind that melts under your toung made me fatsuposed to be no weight gain we'll see but a light switch has been turned on in my brain
Close Codependency
Im codependent on my hubbie we live apart for the past 7 years but I cant bring myself to leave him I am 43
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- 12 Step Program Not Working
- Reading Working / Worked
- Talking Working / Worked
Open Physical & Emotional Abuse
I was abused menatlly by my mother and am still abused by my hubbie and every one around me
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- Forgiveness Working / Worked
- Leave Somewhat Helpful
- I stopped talking to my mom for years just started again and live apart from hubiie but still see him
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Talking Working / Worked
Open Self-Injury
im bp and ptsd and new to site
Open Obesity
Im huge I have gained so much weight in the past few months its scary
Open Financial Challenges
im 42 bp cant stop spending have no money need help
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- Cut Up Credit Cards Working / Worked
- Earn Money Working / Worked
- work
- Filing for Bankruptcy Working / Worked
Open Empty Nests
my daughter is 25 and has loved with her bf for 4 years but today she moved and hour and half away I miss her already she is such a big part of my life
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- Writing Working / Worked
Open Panic Attacks
I am bp I have had a few major attacks in the past years I had my 2nd in 2 days tonight need help
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