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Grrrrr.....I am so mad!!!! My sister in law is causing a ton of trouble! She is an evil girl who tries to turn everyone in the family against one another. She has been spreading lies and gossip and just acting like a monster!! I mean its Thanksgiving and she is worse than I've ever seen her! She is trying to ruin our holiday. She is constantly being mean to my other brother in law and his wife, whom I am getting to know and totally love to death. She has some serious problems but wants to make everyone else look bad. I think I will beat her up!!
Its been a while since I've written just because things have been crazy! My little one got strep and then shared it with me so we have both been feeling crummy. Not too much news on my brother, they are going to do a lymph node dissection in the next few weeks, still not so sure what is going on in his belly. It sucks to be a nurse at this time because everyone wants answers I don't have! I am still working on controlling my calcium, it has actually gotten better! I got my scar injected with steroids last week because it has been really puffy and itchy. That really hurt! It did help however. Yesterday was the 8 year anniversary of my moms death. It sucks not having her here. She didn't get to see me get married or meet my awesome kid. It's hard not to have her here to ask questions to or just hang out. My hubby just doesn't understand because his mom is a phone call away. I just don't understand why the good people are taken from us.
Do things ever really get better? My brother who is 29 was diagnosed with testicular cancer last year. He went through chemo (had a horrible time) and then was just said to be in remission in April. His stomach has been hurting for a few days and he went to the ER. They kept him thinking it was appendicitis, but his CT scan looks like the cancer is back and bigger. He has a daughter who will be 2 in December and a lovely wife. I just don't understand all the hardship we are all put through. Is there ever any reward or relief? My eyes hurt from crying so much. My mom died 7 years ago at age 48, shouldn't that be enough? Why does it seem like there is always a dark cloud over our family? Sorry for the whining but I just can't comprehend all this.
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Don't worry about it. Some time you need to get things off your chest.
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