Journal Entry for June 22, 2008
just wanted to say i'm doing fine, but don't have much of an internet connections so i won't be on much this summer. thank you all for …
My AIM screen name is boethius331 if anyone wants to chat. I am a serious loner. I don't want to be, I am just consistently on the outside of things. I feel like people don't even look at me like they do other people, like I'm not quite human. I go to Boston University. I love dogs, and hope to get my own soon. I'm originally from Maine, the Sebago Lakes area, and I love it there. I go back and work there every summer. I'm studying to become an English teacher. I'm also studying psychology.
pddedresources.wetpaint.com karate (I'm completely obsessive about karate, it runs my life)I've been in a number of clubs, have been kindly asked to leave a few, and firmly believe that most of them are cults, as they get very upset if you study under someone else.
just wanted to say i'm doing fine, but don't have much of an internet connections so i won't be on much this summer. thank you all for …
My back hurts way to much, I've had trouble moving all week. However, the first two days I couldn't really say anything without stuttering, …
I went to the karate test today, did terrible. one of those days where the mind just doesn't work. Then I got hurt in sparring, landed on my back …
I'm not feeling well today plus I think I have to leave karate because the narcissist decided to stay in the area indefinitely, and said …
I got to go on a tour of Fenway Park!!! It was part of a dorm-sponsored trip, I got to see the park while it was empty. I've lived near …
hang in there alot of people equate different with damaged. My key cahnge says "I'm not challenged I'am gifted"
Hi Sally. I hope you are okay. Sending hugs from Maine. xxxx
Really like that you are active. I used to love Karate, Tiger KungFu style. Purple blet two black strips. And I also lived in Newhampashire and have family in vermont and New hampshire even MA. Love to chat some time
Happy 4th of July, Sally!! xxxx
HI Sally!! Hope you're are doing well!! xxxx
I don't have friends, don't really have a life. I'm doing okay now, in that I'm not bothering anybody else and everyone seems to be fine with that. I don't wake up wanting to be alive, but I do make it through the day just for the hell of doing it. Right now I'm just in that limbo of trying to exist while not getting all that negative feedback from the world that I got when asking for help. From here it might get better, or I might become suicidal again. I couldn't fail again, though
I'm an outcast in college. "College stress" to me has nothing to do with classes, but everything to do with the friend (and her friends) who now treat me like I have rabies because I had a breakdown.