adkins683's Journal

Yesterday was shot #5 and I was submerged in tears all day. I cried in the car to the RE (had to go pick up extra meds) and then back to work. While I was at work...I had to hold back the tears at least 12 times. I also had this permanent knot in my throat like I was going to throw up.

Luckily I woke up today feeling better but I hope I don't cry a lot at the wedding I am going to tonight. Another issue...I talked to my DH and I asked that he limit his beer intake since we will do an IUI next week. He was fine with this but wanted to know if it would be alright to tell his IMMATURE friends why he isn't drinking. First of all...he doesn't need to explain why he isn't drinking. Half of these "friends" are such jerks and give him so much crap for not drinking. Secondly, I don't really care to open our situation up to such immature people. I know they would talk behind our backs. Some of them knew we were trying a long time ago but the subject has been dropped since I'm clearly not pregnant. (Disclaimer: We rarely associate ourselves with this group of people...they were college friends back when getting hammered was a pastime and we didn't realize how stupid these people were) Hopefully everything will go smoothly and we will go...have as much fun as possible...and then come home & relax with our sweet dog, Murphy.

Hugs & BFP wishes...