10/15/07 I started today, this …
10/15/07 I started today, this last day off from work, like I have so many others by getting in my car and driving the …

Well we got back from the beach on Saturday...It was amazing! I just love spending time with my family...all 17 of us :-) It was kind of awkward because Father's Day was Sunday and all the guys got a card besides my DH. I'm not sure he noticed but I did and I felt bad for him. I only had one moment of sadness being the only sibling without children....but sleeping in late & having some drinks at the end of the day was REALLY nice. I didn't have to worry about where my kids were and what they were doing...don't get me wrong, I will love that when my time comes but I am trying to see the positive side of not being a mom RIGHT NOW. It's the only way I can keep functioning...
I'm getting over a cold...my brother gave it to all of us! YUCK! I think it was from the Wii remote (LOADS of fun by the way).
I will go back to my RE once AF arrives which should be around July 5-6. I'm excited and hopeful that my cysts have gotten a lot smaller since I gave myself an extra month off from our IUI in May. I think this IUI will be a lot easier since I know what to expect...just pray that it ends in a BFP. My DH and I were talking and we probably can't afford to do another IUI until next year...kind of scary! We have a fairly new house so you can imagine what the mortgage payment is. It will all work out. I have faith....
Hugs & BFP wishes...
PS - I forgot to mention that I got a tan while at the beach...another pro to not having a newborn while on vacation.
10/15/07 I started today, this last day off from work, like I have so many others by getting in my car and driving the …
i hate today... the worst day... my mood swings were really bad... my brother had a picknic for his biology class …
I managed to eat only from the South Beach diet yesterday. Day one down!
Good luck with your upcoming cycle in just a couple of weeks! I totally agree--things seem much more bearable when you know what to expect. Good luck!
LoveKids33
I agree that you have to find the positive in every situation. Hopefully soon you'll be telling your family "Sorry I can't make it, my OB won't let me travel this close to my due date" :)
Good luck w/ your next cycle- I know what you mean about trying to juggle mortgage payments, car payments, treatments, etc. I wish there was a cheaper way to live in this "free" country!
MsH
Sounds like your trip to the beach with the fam was a lot of fun! I'm jealous!
AprilC
I am so glad you had a good time at the beach :0) I will be thinking about you for the upcoming IUI and keeping you in my thoughts and prayers!! Hugs to you :0)
Believer22