adkins683's Journal

Less than 6 hours of work left and then I am beach bound with my family! I am so excited. There will be 17 of us....10 adults, 7 children (ranging from 14 to 5 months). It will definitely be a good time. We all have our own rooms and there is a pool & hot tub. Yipee!!!

In other news, DH & I decided to take this month off too. With our vacation and other things going on...we figured it wasn't the optimal time and it would give my cysts another month to calm down. Fortunately, I didn't have to go see my RE and get another humiliating ultrasound during the first part of my cycle. Talk about losing modesty! I think we will be back on track in July though...no more waiting :)

Last night, we went to my DH's cousin's high school graduation. It was fun but we ran into his uncle's step-daughter (I think that is what she is)...anyway, she never comes to family events except she decided to show to this one. Turns out she is pregnant and due in December. Lovely! I'm definitely not jealous of her situation because she is not married, has a poor job, might live with her parents still...not the ideal situation for having a baby for sure! We left the party and my DH got in the car and said "I hate the fact that people like that can get pregnant so easily when they don't really want it." I think it has hit him hard recently that we don't have kids...he talks about being jealous of the men in Lowes with their kids. He has had multiple dreams of us having a girl and he tells me how beautiful she is. It's definitely on the front burner of our minds but I have faith that it will all work out in the end...

Hugs & BFP wishes (which there were a lot of this month...YAY!!!)