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i have a bunch of psych dx's so don't know which one is accurate but i do dissociate so if you think you know me and i suddenly seem different or forget something that's the reason. i live in south florida a few miles from the beach and often think about how fortunate i am living in a place i love. it doesn't help dispel all the crap in my life but sometimes it helps to know it's there.
work, i love my job, i used to do a lot more but kind of have lost the motivation and speaking of losing - i lose time a lot so often run out of it before i get to do things i intened to do. so anyway, i read a lot, i like to cook, sew, take photos, i think the one of odie's quite nice, took it with my phone! um, socialize, the beach, inline skate, workout, think, learn, watch funny movies, hear and tell jokes, laugh at myself, play with the dog and the cats. i'm going to try to learn to quilt, a colleague is going to teach me so that'll be nice. oh, garden, i used to do that too, but living in an apartment i can't anymore.
ThePeople replied to starfish’s discussion post Dissociative disorder in the Multiple Personalities support group 2:26am
starfish, is she unfamiliar with the phenomena of dissociation or how to treat it? my last therapist…
ThePeople replied to DAnne1’s discussion post Bi-Polar and DID in the Multiple Personalities support group 11:50am
The experience of feeling like you’re watching yourself is called depersonalization, and that isn’t…
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this is a continuation of the story that began in the previous journal entry - if you haven't read…
this is a continuation of the story that began in the previous journal entry - if you haven't read that you might want to before reading …
This is odd, difficult to define and yet familiar. I could write a story about it, that would probably make it easier to understand. It …
Okay, enough brain exercise for today. I had no idea the Theosophists offered free online courses. I still cannot say I …
Woke this morning feeling as if I was lost in a fog and lacked the energy to find a way out. I have no desire to do anything, zero motivation …
Thank you tons, you have helped me immensely. God bless you!!
I think you have the best idea of postponing the hearing, but it is less than two weeks away now....do you know if I could still do that, and how?
Me, too. I have also worked hard to stay out of trouble, stay out of the hospital, and out of the way...I realize now, mostly from shame and fear, not just because I wanted to stay independent...but that, too.
Thank you so much for your response to my SOS. That is some of the most concise and straight-forward, and actually useful, information I have gotten from anybody. That has been another one of my problems...that everytime I talk to someone and then another, I get different answers almost every time....the reason my qualification for soicial security is in question is, that when I was a courier, I made plenty of income to earn points, but so much of it was deductible in the miles I drove, it nearly zeroed out my taxable income. I did not understand the SSI connection, or of course, foresee the need to pay it at that time, so I had to amend, and re-amend my taxes, because if misiformation and misunderstanding on my part. THe latest amendment was just this last April, so that hasn't gone through yet.
We are The People, enough said.
A very close friend is an alcoholic, he was sober for about 2 years and recently began drinking again.