Played Rummy again today at lunch. …
Played Rummy again today at lunch. There were only two of us, and I won only one game. However, I still beat my …
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lost my connection last night again...wish this memory thing would resolve itself.
ALSO DISCOVERED my doctor has been charging me MORE per visit because i am a white female. he SAID THIS. his wife is a white female and used to handle billing. however, his wife hasn't worked there in so long...tooooo weird. everywhere you go people are guilty of corruption even when you purposely go somewhere that shouldn't be like that. amazing. always corrupt lots of discrimination, harrassment etc the crimes which create actual wars. so i am pricing out other doctors. liberal only thanks. i hate anal people. i am just soooo shocked. i found out because his price went up and i was like what?! and then they were discussing prices and the problem with his wife who has jealousy issues, jesus h. christ its a doctor's office! he ordered blood work and a mammogram. he had his nurse fill out the perscription stuff for my blood pressure meds and she filled it out wrong. its always like this there. i had to tell her how to fix it. then they fix it. the mammogram they were supposed to do long ago but keep losing my phone number, they have my number from 7 years ago. and have "fixed" it a zillion times but it never is. i'll have to call now, all innocent to see if they have my phone number and guess what, THEY WON'T HAVE IT. its easier to just go to studies on this stuff. all the bloodwork is free and then they PAY YOU for LETTING THEM draw it. so friday i guess i'll call around on study places and see what is going on.
I LOST ONE POUND yesterday and i know why, i ate cabbage. cabbage is soooo amazing. then i ruined it because i "celebrate" going to doctors. we used to go to woolworths when i was a kid and have lunch as a reward (egg salad on toast and chocolate milk or hamburger and choco shake, but usually egg salad. lol. then i'd shop for junk, all affordable at woolworths. ha!) and i never stopped the practice, but now i go and eat anything i want (i expanded the practice). i'm like a robot with that. got together with friends. got ultrasound done on my foot again at k's. bought supplies for the animals. the bengal has adjusted (SUCH A BEAUTIFUL CAT) and is mainstreamed, but charlie screwed up as soon as i let him in the master bedroom. really need a sanctuary property as soon as possible.
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woolworths and mccrory's BEFORE dollar stores existed. i always wanted to shop there because it was soooo cheap compared to the places where all the parents wanted to shop. eventually i found another one when shopping with a friend that was older than me, however, by then i was just starting to change into preferring better stores myself. lol. now i'm somewhere in between thanks to the convenience of walmart.
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its glum outside today, cold, wet. k is ill and still treating my foot. thank you sooo much. didn't realize though he can't socialize as he is, feels weird that he is ill. treated his cat and set him into a cage. he has very bad mange. put somemore ivermectin in him. amoxicillin for the sores and labored breathing. and strongid for internal parasites. just to be safe. he is eating but very ill. over here one has a kidney infection. two have colds. one is sneezing. and outside one with SEVERE skin disorders. if i were doing the same job for a vet i'd be getting ten dollars per hour for it. i'm exhausted before i even leave the house. i have billing to do today, so no hope of doing nothing. also more heady office work, hope i am up to it. but if i just DO it my bp will go down because NOT doing it is both depressing and stressful. better to do it below average than not to do it at all. my first husband should be here, because he always said that and i never agreed and he'd say if i wasn't careful i'd end up with a stoke from the stress. its the performer in me that does the high standard thing. well i changed anyway. my husband was right. he must be enjoying that from his grave, if he is here...
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you have to choose a job/career that you can handle emotionally. not just whether the JOB is emotional but that as a person you can handle the standard. i prefer support staff positions because emotionally i can't handle the ultimate responsibility if it goes wrong. emotionally it eats at me. i can't even handle the death of animals all of that haunts me and then i keep going over it in my mind, if i did this or that would it change it. ten years, 20 years more still going over it. amazes me that people don't think that way, though feeling nothing is worse really, that's a sociopath, no emotion.
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