79pounds's Journal

lost another pound!  i'm at 187!!!!  perhaps all of this stress and anxiety is a good thing.  so does that mean all of those years of being thin were filled with stress and anxiety as well and as soon as one get overly sedate in some way.  bam, they get fat and gluttoness?  hmmm.

i ate mcd's frenchfries and didn't even finish a small one.  wow.  i am still fretting about the animals.  i talked to g about what is going on.  i think he prefers staying here and my leaning is to sanctuary.  my main worry is the animals.  also another bam.  met this guy who is a constable officer and they are hiring.  i am not leaving mortgages but its interesting that investigation stuff always comes up again.  just talking to law firm people the other day felt good and so right because its odd to be away from it for this long.  then i was thinking about the government guy who offered me work...and now bam this.  hmmm.  though is there is travel involved i may prefer work with jessica c's relatives from palm beach/delray that pays well too, but i am not thin enough to do it right now.  they fly around showing spas new exercise equipment so its a light weight job.  lol.  however, i have no idea where jsc is, she is the one that used to do the large dogs.

the doctor said not to bring michele back anymore because they just keep opening, her stitches i mean.  tonight i am picking up returns.  one of them is a customer who has two loans, one for a million and one for eleven million.  hmmmm.  people like that are shoppers but it would be so fortunate if it went through.  i was supposed to call r about this stuff and i forgot. 

right now i have to do billing.  forgot that too.i