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Thursday, May 15, 2008 | A Breaking News story

its MAY and this is "florida" and its freezing outside, in the 60's at night. a wet 60's as it is humid here. just seems weird. to me the real florida will always be south florida, and if i am going to suffer through the cold of north florida i may as well be in mississippi or somewhere else. realized all of this drama and dealing with truly disgusting, repulsive people who's word is not worth anything. they lie so much they can't keep track of their own lies. realized it was making me anxious. so i called a lawyer...so nice to just talk to law firm people. didn't realize i actually miss that. that alone made me feel better.

then i realized, if i don't want to do or face something i don't have to. the lawyer can do everything. i also realized that as soon as this is filed in court and i think it already is, the filing is going to trigger their other trouble in other counties as well as here. this is a hornets nest but it is going to sting them in the end and for more money than they owe just me. its absurd. i also realized the daughter instigating this is the same daughter who filed the accident suit DURING the bankruptcy out of greed and going against the advice of their own lawyer in all of it. it will be that same "daughter" again that is causing this hornets nest. though she insists joa is just as bad. its like so sit back and whether i do something or not i can just watch this whole mess unfold all over them, which is ironic because the daughter is definitely trying to screw me. i wouldn't treat my worst enemy like that. treating someone like that who came through as much as i did for them when their mother was dying AND saved their house for them. i'm incredulous and disgusted and repulsed...pure evil, that is what that is

also this land is going commercial don't know if joa and her demented daughter realize that. the neighbors who refused to sell to the universities are panicking now, as the property is listed just plain commercial so the taxes for everyone will go to at least 5000 per year and higher depending on the size of the property. AND the universities are no longer buying. they are waiting for everyone to foreclose and for the market to bottom out. i'll be walking away from this mess with some damage because of joa, but everyone i know over here will be suffering through it. a lot of angry neighbors.

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anyway i realized i will keep going through the motions as i always do, always finish what you start and try to see from the results of all of that what god has in store for me. i also realized that the idea of having no belongings if i sell every material thing, if there is time? or do it from another house? and not having to do a zillion bills and a zillion checks and being strapped to keeping a material thing going and governing all i do for a material thing, but instead focusing on MEMEMEMEMEMEME really felt great. the animals is my big worry. also if i free myself then this time should be for clinical and nature

79pounds
on michele. the doctor's tech called after 5 to say that she can't be restitched. to wash it with warm water ONLY. and hope it heals. k says as long as the wound is pink it should be okay. but if it is red, that is very bad. wow. i feel like i am ignoring the animals and i worry all the time about the fate of past adoptions...doing this rescue thing is a lot. it ends up the same for most of us i think. doing human rescue and adoption how does one live with that???? really scary if it goes wrong but its worse to do nothing to help

79pounds
good luck with everything, dont get too stressed though you dont want to get sick on top of everything else. i hope michele's wound heals well and everything goes okay. stay strong love and hugs donna xxx

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