is feeling OK
I'm a single female. I've never been married, although I keep hoping. My Mom and I share a home and I have two dogs.
December 23, 2007 6:35pm
Hey everyone,
I haven't been on here in a long time. I honestly thought I had gone as low as I could emotionally, however, I discovered …
October 8, 2007 4:23am
Well its 4am and I'm at my computer. I haven't had a full nights sleep that wasn't chemically induced in so long I can't remember. I …
September 24, 2007 8:53pm
Well over the weekend, while playing with my dogs, I got bashed in the nose and now my nose is deformed and my left eye is black. I keep telling my …
September 21, 2007 10:08pm
Well I'm doing what I do best and that's sitting in front of my computer!! Today has not been a bad day. I've managed to stay upbeat most …
September 19, 2007 10:32pm
I'm sitting here at my computer doing what I do best, cry. I can't seem to get a grip. I have confined myself to my home and I have to admit …
Hi
YAY! Dawny you're back. Girl its good 2 hear from U again. I didn't know what the heck happened 2 ya. It was like you were sucked into a vortex, never to be heard from again. If you've been going through a very low point, ur in my thoughts & prayers. Take good care, sugar. muah!
I'm feeling better too, thank you. And yes, depression teaches me to enjoy every second that I feel good too. Have a good week.
Good morning, dawnyb! Just read your HUG and thanks 4 the complement 4 thinking I'd be a hoot 2 be around. LOL! I comprehend the term 'hoot'. :-} I've lived all over the world as a kid, but I was born in KY & lived below the Mason~Dixon line from 1976-'93. So hoot ain't just 4 owls anymore, dag nabbit. ROFL! You're a sweetie. Take care down there, hug the doggies 4 me and I'ts good to hear U sounding chipper. Positive energy is essential to us all on a global level. Peace darlin'! Signed, Your Friendly Neighborhood Hollaback Gurl *tee~hee* ;-}
Hey! Just saw that your status said good, glad to see you're feelin' better!
I've always been depressed. I tried to commit suicide when I was 8-years-old. Medication will work for a while and then it has no affect. I have social anxiety and panic disorder. I exist in my home and this year I was diagnosed with cancer which resulted in a hysterectomy.
I found out this February that I had Endometrial Cancer. As a result I had to have a hysterectomy. I had my surgery on March 29 and my wound just closed in August. I had to be hospitalized twice post surgery due to the infections and the wound opening. I eventually had to have the wound re-opened surgically and necrotic tissue was removed. This has been a nightmare. Then to top it off, dealing with the emotional scars of not being able to have children has sent my depression to an all time low.
I have been fat my entire life. I didn't like the word fat but obese sounds even worse. I have tried every diet and to this date no success. I'm trying to figure out if I'm fat because I'm depressed or am I depressed because I'm fat. My wish would be that people would figure out that I know I'm fat and quit telling me. I'm not as senstive about as I once was, but there are times the names and judgements get to me.
I found out I was a diabetic after my gall bladder went craZY AND then I ended up in the hospital with pancreatitis..not fun! I'm currently on several oral meds and I'm terrified that I may have to go on insulin. My Grandmother had diabetes and had to have her left leg amputated and then she died.
I'm 41 and my shyness has really been a hold back in my personal life. If my soul mate walked by, I'd never see him because I'd be looking down. How do you overcome this?
