is feeling OK
3 teenage daughters, newly independant and thriving in same per my choice when am not self-doubting. Love singing, acoustice guitar, harmonica, have mikes and amps chez moi so don't have to Kareoke (sp?) in public.Self employed, Love easy going non-pretentious people who have nothing to lose or gain by just being my friend.
music, cats, laughing, enjoying good company
December 13, 2007 2:48am
can't believe been over a month since here. Trying be more of an active participant in my day to day instead of gloomy-ly rehashing what …
November 7, 2007 1:16am
been a while. Cant really voice/ write feelings so am in a bit of avoidance. Kick myself for stupid reactions/ feelings/ emotions. Don't …
October 10, 2007 12:51am
Et voila. Took kids to ex's for thanksgiving (this past wk-end in canada), advised by all that should just drop 'em and go, but they …
October 7, 2007 3:16am
went out, was ok, just got back while ago. Was nice ot be out in society, but am not able to feel single even though I am. Que sera, sera, know …
October 2, 2007 11:40pm
Third entry for the night, but who's counting? Had to put it out of my head. Like the universe is out to make me feel worse. …
I am doing the same thing. Only 7 years of it though! Sorry you are hurting,. :(
Hugs just cuz...calm down you have a lot of shit on your mind...I know!!!
Hugs for you and lots of prayers, I hope things start looking up for you soon! Take care and keep me posted!! Luv ya, Kim
I hope the pain gets better for us both soon.
Try to stop & smell the roses. Yeah, we are all a bit psycho in the early stages, so I hear. I just agree because I know where I am right now, and it ain't pretty. The good thing is that I am alone, so no one gets to see my outbursts. God is good!
I decided after 17 years (2 wks before my anniversary) that I can no longer be the stupid dumb wife at home while all my friends know what and who hubby is doing. The mortgage, car payments and 3 teenage daughters kept me here upto now, but I have finally realized that my self esteem, confidence, and overall well being is worth more to me and those who love me than anything else.
