Messed Up
July 9, 2008 11:58pm
I have totally fucked up. I've been doing so good on my new meds. But I messed everything up & I started an affair with a married …
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Journal Entry for November 4, 2007
November 4, 2007 10:18pm
I don't feel like cutting tonight. I did earlier because I saw a women that was skinnier than me & she looked so good. It …
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Journal Entry for October 18, 2007
October 18, 2007 8:40pm
Today is a hard day. I have so many thoughts of cutting myself. Deep. I want to the blood to run down my arm. Why am I like …
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Journal Entry for October 17, 2007
October 17, 2007 7:34pm
My landlord told us we have too many Halloween decorations up. Is there a such thing? They can go fuck themselves.
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Journal Entry for September 29, 2007
September 29, 2007 12:54pm
Friday ended up being a terrible day. I was admitted in a behavorial health hospital. I was diagnosed with 2 more things. …
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yea i do, i hope to hear from u soon hun!!
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thanks hun!! yea i did, i hope u did also!! i hope u have a happy new year as well!!
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hi hun!! miss ya!! how are u? do u have myspace? i really hope i hear from u soon!! happy holidays!! xxxxxxx
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I can relate to the weight gain thing. The side effects of these meds STINK
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Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionI have been depressed since I was 15, and have been harming my self since. It comes & goes, but can last as much as a year. I usually have a couple months in between when I'm happy. I finally decided when I was 22 that I was going to get help. So here I am a year later, & nothing has changed. Still feel like shit & suicidal.
Treatments
- Celexa Somewhat Helpful
- Lamictal Working / Worked
- I have never been so happy.
- Prozac Not Working
- Made me more suicidal & homicidal
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- I've been going to therapy for a year & it seems to make me feel better
- Trazodone Working / Worked
- Helps a lot with sleep. I was taken off of it and put on zyprexa.
- Wellbutrin Not Working
- This didn't work for me at all
- Writing Somewhat Helpful
- Zyprexa Somewhat Helpful
- All I do is eat & eat
Close Self-Injury
I have been cutting myself since I was 15. Sometimes once at a time, sometimes 40 at a time. I love to watch the blood roll down my wrist & hand.
Treatments
- Group Therapy Working / Worked
- Outpatient Treatment Program Somewhat Helpful
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Rubber Bands Not Working
Open Sexual Abuse
I was sexually abused by my uncle as a child. I don't remember it, & didn't find out about it until I was 21. It was a family secret that was kept from me. But I won't let that asshole get the best of me.
Open Personality Disorders
Type: Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD)I was recently diagnosed with borderline personality disorder
Open College Stress
I am currently going to a community college when I can afford it. I want to go to a univerisity & maybe medicine soooo bad, but I can't afford it. I can't get loans, because my ex husband fucked me over after our divorce, & I have no one to help me.
Open Painful Intercourse
I can't have sex because it hurts too bad. I don't know what to do
Open Plastic Surgery
I got breast augmentation 1 year ago & love it!
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