Journal Entry for September 28, 2007
September 28, 2007 12:35pm
Ahhh... the joys of working 39 hours a week and going to school full time... *grumble*
Hope everyone is doing ok!
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About Me
I'm a 20 year old college student and grunt labor employee here in Albuquerque. I have depression and what my therapist refers to as Borderline Personality Disorder, although this is a fairly recent "development, " and I'm not even familiar with what that entails... time to do some research. I also struggle with pretty rough eating issues, going through cycles of starvation followed by a period of binging... it's fun.
Interests
I love music, my dog, books and movies, and all that jazz. I like exercising when I can get myself up and out. I like going to shows, eating sushi, and meeting new people.
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Journal Entry for September 24, 2007
September 24, 2007 11:28pm
my loverly roommate to be, Brooke, got me off my ass today and we went on a really great walk that took us about an hour and a half total, but felt …
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Journal Entry for September 24, 2007
September 24, 2007 3:05pm
Blah, it sucks when you're so depressed that your depression actually wins out against severe test anxiety and you don't even have the …
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Journal Entry for September 24, 2007
September 24, 2007 1:05pm
Wish me luck on my ding durn college tests! Tonight at 6PM Mountain Time and tomorrow at 9 AM MT, be thinking of me if you remember :P
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Journal Entry for September 24, 2007
September 24, 2007 12:08am
Well, today was another fairly shitty day. I worked for most of it, and even at work I managed to eat more than I should've. I dunno, I guess I …
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Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionI have suffered for about 4 years with significant depression and an eating disorder. Ashamedly, I've made a few suicide attempts - I really just want to get better and see progress. I'm sick of being stagnant.
Treatments
- Lexapro Somewhat Helpful
- Lexapro was somewhat helpful for me, and after I stopped taking it recently, I did notice a significant downturn in my mood :(
- Prozac Working / Worked
- Terrible - two suicide attempts while on fluoxetine
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- DBT - dialectical behavior therapy - was pretty effective for me.
Close Healthy Eating
I follow a cycle of over-eating and then starvation and have been since I was 16. I would like to learn again what it is to eat healthy, square meals.
Open Eating Disorders
Type: AnorexiaAnorexia and binge-eating (w/out purging) in cycles.
Open Fitness Goals
Type: Be the best you can beI am a 20 year old student struggling with an eating disorder and desperately seeking the middle ground as I see it: a combination of healthy eating (i.e. eating enough, but not too much) and EXERCISE - that's been the missing component. Looking for pointers in terms of motivation, routines, etc. for people who are not intrinsically driven to exercise daily.
Open Food Addiction
Uh... title of the community speaks for me I think :(
Open Bisexuality
Bisexual and having a really hard time coming out, even to myself.
Open College Stress
Treatments
- Sleep Somewhat Helpful
- Support from Friends & Family Somewhat Helpful
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