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    About Me

    I am the mom of a heroin addict. I have been in al-anon for about 5 years now. I try to live each day, ONE day at a time, and my faith is what sustains me. I like to read, write and I also enjoy poetry and rainy days.

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    June 23

    • EllaBlue gave duci a Hug 7:09am

      Hey Linda..I am dealing with a new health issue, but I WILL write you a letter soon! My email is meadow2055@verizon.net.…  
    • EllaBlue gave niecy619 a Hug 7:08am

      Hey my friend..I am OKAY..I need to investigate getting surgery on my jaw (I posted in the TMJ forum)…  

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  • Journal

    • Journal Entry for December 29, 2007

      Mood December 29, 2007 5:10am

      The past 2 wks have been challenging.  Last week I had to deal with a bad mirgraine and chest pains. It passed, but when that happens, it feels …

    • Journal Entry for December 2, 2007

      Mood December 2, 2007 5:00pm

      Today was very busy for me. I left the house at 8am, and did not get home until almost 1, I think it was.  I had my visit with my daughter at …

    • Journal Entry for November 15, 2007

      Mood November 15, 2007 5:15am

      I got a call the other day about my grandson's dad. He had a bowel obstruction and needed emergency surgery. I swear, for "today" it …

    • Journal Entry for November 12, 2007

      Mood November 12, 2007 8:23am

      My daughter has been in jail going on three weeks now.  We have not heard about her upcoming sentencing for prison. I just know that God will …

    • Journal Entry for October 31, 2007

      Mood October 31, 2007 8:02am

      My daughter is in the county jail awaiting her sentencing next Monday.  I had forgotten that she plead out when she signed the drug court …

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    • I’m With You

      From duci June 26

      My prayers are following you. Update when you have time. Thanks for sending me personal email - my # is 512-797-1091 if you ever need to just vent! Hugs n'love - Linda

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      From niecy619 June 21

      Lovely Roses for a Lovely Friend How have you been? Let me know soon! Hugs'n'Love, Niecy

    • Good Luck

      From duci June 18

      EllaBlue - I've missed you. Sorry to hear about the health issues - hopefully you're getting stronger. I'm still having issues with son but really and truly learning to let go and let God. How is your daughter doing? My daughter just had baby in Dec - beautiful baby girl - Mylie Shoshanna. Take care of you and keep in touch when you can. I'm not on this site much anymore but you can email me personally at duci@earthlink.net Linda

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      From mom of 3 June 14

      How are you doing? Thinking of you.....

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      From DST2 June 4

      Sorry, I have been gone for so long. I wish you the best & miss everyone, will update everyone with my story.. How are you doing? I hope all is well..

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  • Support Groups

    • Close Families & Friends Of Addicts

      I am the mom of a heroin addict. I have been with al-anon for about 5 years. I hope to receive and give support here to everyone. I understand the pain that goes with loving someone that has this horrible disease called addiction.

      Treatments

      Al-Anon Working / Worked
      Al-anon really has taught me to take good care of myself. It has given me some wonderful tools to help get me through the most difficult of times.
      Patience Working / Worked
      Oh...so much about patience. I used to want everything to be better FAST. Now I realize that everything takes time, and that there is a reason for everything. I find my life much better now that I have patience.
      Psychotherapy Working / Worked
      Counseling is another tool that I have in my recovery tool box that has helped me SO much in dealing with my pain. Having your child be an addict is so very much to cope with.
      Talking Working / Worked
      Talking is very important to me. AS is listening. I need people in my life that contribute to my life and not contaminate my life. I think we all strive for balance. We need to be a good friend, to have a good friend. We must contribute to our relationships and not expect others to do all the work.
      Writing Working / Worked
      I love to write. It helps me to express my feelings and it helps for me to get them out instead of keeping them bottled up inside.
    • Close HPV

      I was just diagnosed with HPV virus. I don't have a cervix, but now I was told I have Grade 1 Cancer cells (vaginal). Needless to say, I have been very concerned. I hope to learn more by joining this group. I have never had any symptoms. This was found during my last pap smear? (sigh)

      Treatments

      Aldara Working / Worked
      My doctor used Aldara, commonly used for warts for my vaginal cancer cells. Apparently this has worked for many. For me? It sent me straight to the ER with a horrible, HORRIBLE reaction.... I hope the one time dose worked because I thought I was going to die, LITERALLY from the pain.
    • Open Vaginal Cancer

      I was diagnosed with Grade1 Cancer cells (vaginal) along with HPV virus which I had NO symptoms of. Anyway, I have no cervix so I don't know what is in store for me.

      Treatments

      Aldara Too Soon to Tell
      I have no warts, but aldara is now used for vaginal cancer cells. I warn any woman from using this internally, as my doctor did. I guess for some women it works, but IF you have the reaction that I had, you would certainly be screaming from the mountain tops, " RUN!!!!!!!!!" I hope to learn a lot by being here. Thanks in advance.. Ella
    • Open Lupus

      Diagnosed in 1982 with SLE. I have now, many other autoimmune problems, some related to Lupus, some unrelated.

      Treatments

      Pain Management Clinic Working / Worked
      There are many drugs that I am allergic to which limits my treatment options.
    • Open Breast Cancer

      I have had a lump removed, and I just had a biopsy of my other breast last year. Both were okay, but I do have atypical hyperplasia and I am hoping I can join this group, and that there will be other women here, at high risk for BC. If now, maybe someone will direct me to another group.

    • Open Chronic Pain

      I am a chronic pain patient due to my autoimmune disease, Lupus, and I also have arthritis and many other pain issues.

      Treatments

      Oxycodone Working / Worked
      I would not be able to get out of bed without my pain meds. I had a long consult with my doctor, and he agreed that quality of life is so important. It is not good for our health if we cannot be somewhat active
    • Open TMJ

      Both the discs in my jaw were dislocated by a dentist during a procedure. I know have to wear a mouth guard the rest of my life and I have a lot of pain and I guess it is now called TMJ as well.

      Treatments

      Mouthguard Working / Worked
      My mouthguard works good when I can wear it. I am prone to mouth cankers with my Lupus, so I cannot wear it every night.
    • Open Menopause

      Hyst. 15 years ago. HRT, Climara patch. I could be the menopause poster child. If there is a symptom that you can have, I have had it or have it. I hope to share my story with others.. EllaBlue

      Treatments

      Estrogen Patch Working / Worked
      Works very well.
    • Open Raynaud's Disease

      I have Raynauds that goes along with my Lupus. Although some people without Lupus have raynauds too I have been told. I cannot even peel cold veggies from the fridge..so I have to let my carrots warm a bit.

    • Open Codependency

      I call myself a recovering codependent. I think we relapse too, in our codpendent ways. Melody Beattie calls it "recycling". My daughter is an addict and I don't know if I ever realized how codependent I was until this happened. I work daily on reading, and sharing with others. I have worked a 12 step program as well.

      Treatments

      12 Step Program Working / Worked
      Very well!
      Reading Working / Worked
      Reading helps me a lot. Especially when I find a book that I see ME in.
      Talking Working / Worked
      Communication is a great tool. I beleive that what does not get talked out will get acted out anyway:)
    • Open Dizziness & Vertigo

      I suffer from vertigo.. When it happens the room flips. What an awful feeling. I have had a lot of testing done, and my neurologist thinks it is some inner ear problem. I HATE it when it happens. It scares me.

    • Open Urinary Incontinence

      I hope it is okay for me to join this community. I am seeking answers. I don't have incntinence, but gosh I need to be using the bathroom it seems every 10 minutes. I know I have a lot of liquid intake but I never, ever needed a bathroom on standy before.

    • Open Smoking Addiction & Recovery

      I m a year quit right now. I feel pretty good. I do admit to not wanting to give up my Nicorette Gum though..love that stuff..eeeeeks

      Treatments

      Nicotine Gum Working / Worked
      Love the stuff
    • Open Irritable Bowel Syndrome (IBS)

      I have IBS. I seem to do much better now that I have changed my diet some. I think what we eat really and truly makes a huge difference.

      Treatments

      High Fiber Diet Working / Worked
      Helps a lot
      Dietary Modification Working / Worked
    • Open Caregivers

      I was my mom's caregiver for 2 years until she died. She suffered with alzhiemer's and then lung cancer. If I can help anyone here with support, that would be great.

    • Open Arthritis

      I have osteoarthritis, degenerative arthritis and RA. Along with 2 herniated discs in my lower back.

      Treatments

      Swimming Working / Worked
      Pool therapy did help me quite a bit for a while.
      Tylenol Working / Worked
      Works good when combined with my pain med.
    • Open Financial Challenges

      I am on disability and although I think I do okay, I find with the prices of everything going up, I just have a hard time getting ahead, or even breaking even on most months. Darn it is not easy!!!

      Treatments

      Budgeting Working / Worked
      I MUST budget. I have no choice. I pay all my bills when my disability check comes in and what I have left over is IT for the month.
    • Open War & Terrorism

      I just want to add my support for the troop during this time of war. I keep praying for the end of this war to come. SOON...

    • Open GERD & Heartburn

      I have heartburn and stomach ulcers. I take tagamet for relief. Prevacid caused me too many side effects.

      Treatments

      Avoid Certain Foods / Chemicals Working / Worked
      Helps alot
      Tagamet Working / Worked
      Works really good
    • Open Dry Eyes

      I have sjogrens with My Lupus and my eyes get SO dry. It seems that after I use eye drops I have to keep switching because my eyes adapt to it or something strange. I look forward to reading and learning how the rest of you deal.

      Treatments

      Restasis Considering
      This was prescribed, but I have put off using it. I seem to do well with the Systane Drops.
    • Open Hives

      I often get hives with my Lupus. I find that my prescription cortisone cream works wonders. I hope to read and learn more here..

    • Open Migraine Headaches

      I take fioricet for treatment of my migraines. My dad had them all his life.

      Treatments

      Fioricet Working / Worked
      Works good
    • Open Families of Prisoners

      My daughter had to be in prison for 6 mths, for felonies related to her drug addiction. She is now on the run from Drug Court and will have to go back when found. I hope to share with everyone here, and learn things at the same time.

      Treatments

      Patience Working / Worked
      Patience is hard sometimes, but it really helps.
      Psychotherapy Working / Worked
      I have not been going lately due to health issues, but talking things out has been a HUGE blessing for me.
      Talking Working / Worked
      Thank God for talking! Yes, yes, and yes...talking it over is so good.
      Writing Working / Worked
      I love to write. I write poetry. It really helps putting my thoughts to paper
    • Open Insomnia

      I began with sleep problems when menopause hit. Over the past 5 years it as though I go downhill with my sleep. I get about 5-6 hours, and that is it. I have ativan for my vertigo, but that does not matter regarding my sleep. I tried ambien and I would jerk wide awake after 3 or 4 hours sleep. WIDE awake, raring to go. So, that did not work. I am sick of not sleeping. I would be thrilled to get 7 hours every night...:( EllaBlue

    • Open Depression

      EllaBlue hasn’t entered any details for this support group.
    • Open Grandparents Raising Children

      I am not raising my grandchild, but WE (the extended family) have certainly become a Village for this child that my addicted daughter abandoned in so many ways. I would like to be a part of this community to share the hardships that we all face regardless if we have the kiddies full time, or we are forced to switch roles from JUST grandparents to more.

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