Janeywom's Journal

another bomb shell landed on my doorstep.

I went to work on Thursday night and started getting another migraine, i soon got the medication brought ot me and taken, in the nick of time i think.

I spent most of the night in the dark with just the therapy lights on in the lounge.  Two in one week.

My line manager apears when i ahve shut my eyes for a bit and tells me she is leaving like a salesman cold calling.  I thought she would know how to apporach something that will a big change like this, but no. 

I later call for more medication to take away the headache i was left with and Emma tried to send me home, but i said no i would carry on and i was fine. 

Emma later comes around and asks how i am knowing Helen my line manager had been round and said you will porbably get quite anxious about it, my response was i alreadey have, after sitting crying for the best part of the night.  She told me off for not calling her sooner, but i don't like to draw attention.  We talked about it she kept on telling me she was there and wasn't leaving anytime soon, but then Helen had said the same thing 7 months ago!

I think Emma had said something to Amanda who is our care services manager, as Cath had a conversation with her later that day and she had said that Helen had not been sensitive to the issue and how i would react. and that she wasn't happy with the way Helen had dealt with that and the incident from the other day.  It is good knowing there is a net to catch me in, just ashame i was allowed to fall.  I wrote a letter to kerry my care manager saying i had had another migraine in school and i felt Helen hadn't been sensitive towards telling me that she was leaving.  Amanda was trying to connect my migraine to the incident, but it happened before, the hedache was afterwards. 

A nice quite time last night, got lots of cross stitch done.

Going to go for a lie down before taking the Brownies to an adventrure play centre, we are cancelling going to the BBQ tonight, we are both shattered and want to spend an evening at home together and an ealy night.