Denimari's Journal

Truly Sorry Mood

Friday, June 27, 2008 | A Frustrating story

I have been a part of this site for almost a year now. I have had the honor of meeting some of the most compassionate, strong, independent and faithful people here - that have all been instrumental to my healing and well-being for recovery of loosing my mother, my son, and my sister in 2007. A lot of you follow my journals, and know my personal life was

slowly causing me to sink, even lower than I needed to go.

I am truly sorry, if I have offended any of you by not being as personal as time allowed me to be in the beginning of DS, but I have had so much - to focus on - my mind can only commit to so many things - and then I'm exhausted.

My surgery put a crimp in my communication as well - I'm only three weeks post-op, and they said it could take up to six weeks to heal.

I've moved, an abrupt move - unscheduled and things are topsy turvy - but it's a positive move for me -

Some of you have expressed - a concern over my not responding personally - and I offer you

continued prayers, and well being, and especially do not want to hurt anyone's feelings here.

If I have, please try to understand how my life is right now - and that you have other friends to correspond with on a daily basis, that are not in my position right now.

God bless,

Deni

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Don't worry about it Deni...Thats what the site is for..Just as you need it...Heal my friend!!..take your time...Glenda

Glenda
You know we are always here for you to lean on. We all give what we can give. Sometimes it's a lot. Sometimes not. You take care of you, my friend. *Hug* Adrianne

JerryJsMom
Just do what you need to do right now honey. We will be here when you get back. Concentrate on doing better and healing. Love ya honey, Barbara

barbarak23
No worries Deni...some people are just super sensitive to the communication thing. YOU take care of YOU...we will do OUR bests to help others when we can...that is the nature of this site...as Adrianne says...sometimes we can help alot...sometimes not. Rest, relax and heal...love to you...Karen

biowoman
You don't need to worry about all the personal communication stuff right now. You need to focus on you and getting well and up on your feet. I know that if I need someone to talk to where to come and everyone should feel the same way. I love you and pray for a speedy healing and that you have a great and blessed day in the Lord.
Love
Debbie

deborahd
Don't worry and you don't need to appologize. I understand, I haven't been on for a few days as well. I don't like to do that but sometimes it is neccessary to get me back out of the funk, or dark hole I have fallen into. Things at home need our attention and must be a priority to us. We know that we are always here to help each other and that is comforting. The hardest part is getting caught up on everyone if we've been away. Take Care of U...Love and Hugs.

TracyW
I know you think of us often just by the way you DO respond to journals when you are able. You are always so sincere and heartfelt in your words. Maybe it is us who should be apoligizing to you. Please take the time to get your life back to a somewhat comfortable place and we'll still be here. Love ya Robin

Robin4
Let me just say I do understand your prombles I have read all your journals .and I am praying for you
Take care and feel better soon
HUGS,,,,,,,,,,Caroline

sunnyc
I may not completely understand your problems but I accept you are doing the best you can. All of us here have other lives and commitments and they too need our attention. You have always been solid support for me, so you have my support as well. I know when you can you will be here. just take care of you and don't worry about us. Love and hugs Cathy

RockstarsMom
Hey you can only do what you can do when you can do it!! Real friends KNOW this!
))))HUGS((((
Hope your recovery goes well!

auntshawn
hi hun im here for u! i know how it is! hugs

unicorngirl64
Deni, I hope your feeling better. Holding you tight, wishing I could do it in person. Take time for yourself, we all give what we can when we can, I fully understand, sometimes I take a break because so much saddness is emotionally exhausting. I think of you and Josh and Shaun often and am sorry to hear about the loss of his boss. Love and hugs, Lynette

lynette22
praying for your quick supernatural healing. may our many thoughts helps us to continue to heal. try not to lift or over do yourself. Happy 4th of July & lol, Bess

Bess2