Journal Entry for January 24, 2008
January 24, 2008 7:54am
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About Me
well let's see I broke off an engagement in August due to infedelity. I thought he was the one, but I guess I wasn't his " one". It hurts and it's scary and lonely. I came here looking for support and to share my feelings in a safe and nonjudgemental environment. I am very fragile and have codependent ways about me. I feel like if I am loved and needed then I am ok and I know this is wrong because when I don't feel loved I feel dead inside. I need to work on that in 2008 and become stronger and confident.
Interests
I like to read, watch movies, I love music, I love to cook and I love to laugh and make people laugh. I enjoy helping people and being with my friends and enjoying life... when I can get over myself that is.
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Journal Entry for November 22, 2007
November 22, 2007 2:00pm
Thanksgiving 2007..... this was one of my worst years I think. Moving back and fourth to Fl to be with my now ex, my third Thanksgiving without my …
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Journal Entry for November 20, 2007
November 20, 2007 10:47pm
well today was eventful... today is the true end to the relationship I once treasured and thought would last forever. We were not married so there is …
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Journal Entry for November 18, 2007
November 18, 2007 10:24pm
I wish I did not feel so guilty about leaving... why do I feel guilty? Because I stayed in hopes I could forgive and forget? I should have left in …
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Journal Entry for November 11, 2007
November 11, 2007 10:49pm
I haven't written in a while... it seemed like everything was going to be ok. It hit me, or more likely I have been trying to avoid the truth. I …
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Time to hand out some huggs... I hope that this little hugg finds you happier and healthier.
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I hope the sun shines for you today....
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HOping you day is filled with JOy and Laughter.... Bigg huggs from the middle aged guy thats kinda has a clue!
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I hope all is well, and that you find a smile on your face today....
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Big hugs..I left you a message in my journal...
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Support Groups
Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionI feel torn up inside about a relatioship that I am in and don't feel fulfilled in, I have moved back home with my dad at 35 years old ( ugh ) I can't eat, work or feel like doing anything but being in my bed
Treatments
- Cymbalta Too Soon to Tell
- just started this treatment 3 weeks ago
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- she encourages me... but I am still not feeling better
- Support from Friends & Family Somewhat Helpful
- I am lucky to have people that love me
- Reading Somewhat Helpful
- there are a lot of books out there... I am learning a bit more everyday
Close Codependency
I am a caregiver at heart, I have had many failed relationships with men I have tried to fix or help. I am currently in one and not sure how to " fix it "
Treatments
Open Panic Attacks
I have had panic attacks for over ten years. I am so tired from them and they effect my ability to live my life normally.
Treatments
- Xanax Working / Worked
- this does work for me mst of the time.
Open Breakups & Divorce
Treatments
- Couples Counseling Not Working
- He lied in couple couseling
- Forgiveness Not Working
- I can't get over the hurt
- Leave Working / Worked
- It hurts like hell and is scary
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- Thank God for my dad and my friends
- Support Groups Working / Worked
- I love DS
Open Bereavement
Type: Loss of a Parentmy beautiful mom battled colon cancer for 3 years she died March 10 2004... she was buried on my birthday... I miss her so mch it hurts
Treatments
- Crying Working / Worked
- Grief Counseling Working / Worked
- Remembering Working / Worked
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- Talking Working / Worked
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