orelystia's Journal

We are pregnant again!

Kinda feel stupid about announcing it even to a netty community. Main reason being that we are very worried about the whole TJ situation happening again. PPL say ohhhh the 12 week marks the safe mark but we know better, you're never safe until that baby is in your arms and even then,  you're still not outta the woods.

But gotta take it as a blessing , we think TJ sent this one to us because ( by my calculations) its due within a few days of what was TJ's official due date. ANDDDDD i had the weirdest dream the day before i found out ( basically what prompted me to get the home test's  - lol i did four ) was my dad ( who was TJ's namesake) handing me an egg of all things lol. TJ and my dad are the only two ppl in my life that i know of who have that particular name so i figured it was TJ's way of telling me it was him.

Anyways, I havent got any official results back  as Im a lil, well, a lot , distrustful of the medical industry. But i have had all the confirmational blood tests etc whichi get results back this week even tho  i already know how far i am and that im definately preggers lol.

anyways yays for us lol.

xoxoxox