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    About Me

    I'm really paranoid (about too many things to try and list) so I joined this site in an effort to get myself used to the idea of sharing these hidden details of my life with other people... Maybe some day I can bring myself to verbally admit some of it to a professional or something. In other words, I'd love to talk. --- "It is necessary to speak and to think what is; for being is, but nothing is not." ~Parmenides

    Interests

    Art: ceramics, painting, drawing with various materials, writing; reading; music; psychology

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    • Journal Entry for October 12, 2008

      Mood October 12, 2008 11:55pm

      Geeze, the training for this job is running me ragged! It's pretty nice though, very friendly atmosphere and all.

       

      Oh, worked things out with …

    • Journal Entry for September 17, 2008

      Mood September 17, 2008 2:06am

      I feel like everything's slipping through my fingers... like the ground under me is crumbling away and no matter what I do I'm going to …

    • Journal Entry for August 15, 2008

      Mood August 15, 2008 12:43am

      I just got so angry today that I felt like I needed some kind of pain, just something to let the steam out. Immediately available was a brick pole, …

    • They need a status for "I'm feeling Pissed today."

      Mood August 5, 2008 1:49am

      I hate working in the food service industry. 

       

      Old fat guy walked up to the door and cut me off mid greeting with "Three people, no …

    • Journal Entry for April 20, 2008

      Mood April 20, 2008 10:27pm

      I feel like I'm getting sick!  Eck!

       

      I start my new job (unfortunately not the position at the Sheriff's office yet) on Tue for …

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    Goal End Date is Aug 25, 08 50 days ago.
  • Support Groups

    • Close Physical & Emotional Abuse

      My upbringing has been less than even and left me paranoid, suspicious, and foundering for a stable rhythm in life. I find it very hard to orally speak of my emotional problems or private thoughts but have little problem in writing or typing them - I wasn't really taught how to express emotion, so I'm trying now. I'm an enthusiastic psychology student, so that colors my thoughts/reactions now, and I thank the powers that be that it does.

      Treatments

      Art Somewhat Helpful
      Side effect: I'm dang good at artsy things now. Sometimes I like to loose myself to a writing piece or silence my mind with drawing, painting, etc.
      Leave Not Working
      Unfortunately it only amplifies things.
      Talking Not Working
      Seems to get me in trouble more than anything. I can never actually say what it is I need to get out, so things usually only get worse.
    • Close Family Issues

      I'm a college student stuck between a rock and a hard place, but please feel free to message me, I'd love to talk.

      Treatments

      Music Somewhat Helpful
      Talking Working / Worked
      More than I can account for.
      Writing Somewhat Helpful
      Writing escapist stuff mostly... fiction, science-fiction, just to get my mind off things.
    • Open Shyness

      Treatments

      Pets Working / Worked
      Socializing Working / Worked
    • Open Self-Injury

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    • Open Healthy Relationships

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