XxXvampirekissesXxX's Journal

All my life I've always wondered what was wrong with me

Nothing I do ever seems to be right anymore

I don't know what's wrong

What is there left that I have not broken?

I'm even breaking myself littly by little...

Everyday another piece of me is gone

I'm no longer the same

Something is wrong

I know it

I go through life

no longer enjoying it

I live to die

But i would die to truly live

I stand up

Just to fall

But I fall

Because I can never stand for a long period of time on my own

All my efforts are in vein

No one can hear my cries

For now they are silent sobs

Muffled behind fake smiles and laughs

Hiding behind the good girl act

Knowing when I return home

My world will cease to exsist

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It's one of those days again

Thanks for listening